The pressure of not knowing

Going home

I wake up. Where am I? I look around. I don't remember where I am. I don't recognize any of this. There is a pink wall and three white ones I sit on the floor. The roof is black and so is the floor I am sitting on. On the pink wall I see a door. I try to get to the door but it's too far away. I start running towards the door. I run faster and faster but I don't get any closer to the door. I stop up. Bending forward. Hands to my knees. Panting. I sit down on the black floor. I look behind me. The withe walls are gone. I don't understand how. I didn't move closer to the Pink wall but the white walls are far away now. I hug my legs to my chest. Laying my head between my hands and my legs. I cry. I don't understand. ''I don't understand. ''

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I feel someone shake my shoulders lightly. I open my eyes. I'm bathed in my own sweat. I look around the room. I see a lady in the corner of the room. I see my father smiling at me with a worried look. I look at him confused. ''sweety, are you okay? '' I nod, and he looks at me relieved. ''was it all a dream? '' I ask. He nods. ''what were you dreaming sweetheart? '' I sit up, and look at him. '' I dreamt I was chasing something but I didn't get it. It felt so close but it was so far away. '' My father nods. The lady in the corner steps forward.

''Hi. '' She smiles at me and waves slightly. She looks... scared. I look carefully at her. ''Hello.'' I say back, and smile. I look closely at her. Wait a second she kind of looks like me. A smile grows on my face. ''Hi mom. '' Her smile immediately grows. She is now smiling from ear to ear and it goes all the way to her eyes. She walks fast over to my bed and within seconds her arms are around my neck. I hug her back. I feel warm drops of water on my back due to my hospital gown. I assume they're tears. I withdrew myself from the hug and my assumption was real. ''why are you crying mom? '' I ask blankly. She just stares at me. ''Because I can't believe my baby girl is back. You've been gone for so long, for a moment I thought you weren't coming back to me but here you are. I just can't believe it. '' I smile at her. ''Are you ready to go home? '' My attention switched to my father. I nod. I look down myself. '' ehm... Can we do anything about this before we leave? '' I point to my clothing situation. My mother laughs and fishes a normal summer dress and underwear I guess out of her bag. I thank her and they both leave the room so that I can change. The dress ends just above my knees and the underwear fits me perfectly. My mother does really have good taste in clothes the dress is turquoise and brings out my eyes. The underwear is just plain white.

My mother inters the room ''Ready? '' she asks. I nod at her smiling, and we pack the few things I apparently have here and find me some shoes. I'm surprised I don't need help to walk today I thought I would be weak for days. Not that I'm complaining.

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As we reach the car my mother sits in the back because apparently, I get carsick. At least I did when I was 12. I look at everything on our way home. Apparently we live not long from the hospital, 15 minutes.

Everything I see in these 15 minutes through the windows of our car is so different from last time I saw them. I don't remember seeing any of it so I make sure I look closely at it so I'll remember it from now on.

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Hello my lovelies. I had a really busy weekend so I didn't get much work done on this chapter. I'm sorry if it's a bit crappy. I didn't think that I could write this much to a story but there is so much more to write. So far we've met no supernatural creatures but they'll come soon. just be patient. I know books are kinda boring in the beginning cus you have to introduce a lot of stuff so I try to make this first part a bit quick but not to quick.

Picture of Lily above, except Lily has more green eyes. The picture isn't mine I take no ownership in the picture. 

Dedicated to: CARMAN because she pushed me -jk- to write this xD she must really love my story.

Remember to like it if you.. like it I guess <3

Till then my lovelies<3