The pressure of not knowing

Meeting George

Something is ringing in my ears. I open my eyes. Oh god it's my alarm clock. Well time for school guess. I walk downstairs stretching my body, still in my pajamas I see my mother and father all dressed up and suitcases by the door. ''what is going on?'' I ask confused. They look at me; I think it's sadness I see in my mother's eyes. ''Your father and I have this work thing we need to go to. I am so sorry baby. We didn't exactly know you would wake up and we can't cancel. Are you okay by being home alone? '' I nod. '' Can I ask my new friend Eli to either come over or maybe I can stay at her place? I would rather that'' I look at them hopefully. My mom looks chocked for a second. Then she smiles. '' sure you can. I didn't know you made a friend that quickly I'm so happy for you.'' She hugs me. '' I made you some pancakes they are in the microwave there is a key in the bowl on the island and here is 20 dollars for lunch. '' she kisses my cheek and goes out the door with dad after he also gives me a goodbye hug.

I sit down and eat my pancakes, then I brush my teeth and get ready for school. I got Elis number yesterday so I call her and ask her if she can pick me up because my parents left me alone without instructions on which bus I could take and when.

Ten minutes later I hear someone honk their car horn outside and I'm guessing it's Eli. I walk out and see the beautiful Eli standing outside a gorgeous car. I close the door behind me and lock it before running down the small steps and into her arms. I guess my 12 year old habits die hard. She smiles '' Did your parents feed you sugar this morning? '' she asks hugging me back. I withdraw myself from her embrace. '' no I only had pancakes, with sugar... wait. Yes I had sugar'' I laugh and she laughs with me.

I look inside the car behind her there is a guy I've never seen sitting behind the wheel. I point discreetly at him. '' who is he? '' she looks in the directions I am pointing and then at me with a smile I can't quite recognize. ''who him? That's George he gives me a lift to and from school because I won a bet and it doesn't really affect him but we should hurry in. we don't want to be late. '' I nod sliding in on the backseat of the car. '' Hello I'm Lily.'' I tell George. His whole body goes stiff. As he speeds off ad drives towards school he says '' I'm George. '' through gritted teeth, he also mutters something I can't hear. I look at Eli.

''uh Eli I have another favor to ask. '' she looks at me. '' what can I do for you? '' she says all secretary like. '' can I sleep with you tonight? '' this apparently, makes George laugh, I like his laugh. I don't see the fun in it though. Eli has a chocked face for couple of seconds before she joins George in laughing. ''What is so funny? '' I ask. They just keep laughing. When the car stops on the school parking lot, we get out of the car and Eli finally stops laughing. '' you're such a virgin Lily. But, yeah of cause you can sleep with me if it's okay by George of cause. You see we actually live in the same house. '' I look at George with pleading doggy eyes. He looks me in the eyes and it feels like something inside me clicks. Like a switch that has been turned off, is finally turned on. He nodded. As if he couldn't say another word. I laugh and hug him being my 12 year old self. He stiffs before hugging me back. I think he is sniffing me. ''mine'' I hear him whisper. I let go of him even though it feels like he doesn't want to let go. I look confused at him for a minute and then run to Eli linking our arms as we head to class. ''He said yes!'' I yell. Eli laughs at me. I look back over my shoulder looking at George. He is kind of tall. Taller than me any ways. He has blue eyes so light and strong blue they remind me of a crystal blue sky. He's wearing a white button up shirt but it is not buttoned all the way up. Not that I am complaining. He looks like those hot fit people who spends time in a gym or trains some other form for sport. He's wearing khaki shorts ending at his knees. And sailor shoes. He has hairy legs but attractive hairy and not the gross kind.

The bell rings and we hurry to class

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Hey my lovelies. so what do you think about George? if you wanna stalk him this is his real name matt bomer I kinda plucked him from white collar but his personality will probably be different in this story. 

I'm sorry this chapter is so short but otherwise the next chapter would be too long. 

until next time my lovelies <3