How To Love (Chris Brown)

How To Love XX

Chris

I woke up the next morning and I felt more satisfied than i could ever been. I opened my eyes and sat up on my bed. I looked back and saw Jade in the bed sleep. I couldn't believe I actually did it. I slept with her and it's like I don't want her to go. Whenever a girl sleeps over at my house, I wake her ass up and kick her out. But when it comes to Jade, I don't want this girl to leave at all. 

I got up from my bed and went into the bathroom. I turned on the sink and splashed some water on my face. I looked at myself in the mirror and splashed more water on my face. I hardly got any sleep after Jade and I went at for 7-9 hours. I may have only got about 1-3 hours of sleep. My mind was so messed up right now. I miss Leah and I can't get her out of my head. I'm just sorry that our relationship had to end because of a unborn child. 

Aaleeyah

I'm no longer throwing up each morning (Thank God!). But I was hungry all every time. I woke up this morning and looked around the house and realized where I was going to let my son or daughter sleep in this house. I guess I needed a bigger place. Plus, this place has too many painful memories that I don't want to relieve, especially now that I'm about to be a mother. I grabbed my phone and dialed Nicole's number.

RING....RING....RING....RING

"Hello." A manly voice answered.

"Oh hi. Is Nicole there?" I asked. 

"Yes hold on." The voice said.

... ... ... ... ... ...

"Hello." Nicole said. 

"Morning sunshine. I'm guessing your date went well." I said.

"Uh yea. What's going on Leah?" Nicole asked.

"Later on, would you mind coming with me to look for some houses." I said.

"Houses? What for?" Nicole asked.

"I was thinking about moving." I admitted.

"Moving? Why the fuck are you doing that?" Nicole said starting to yell.

"Nicole calm the fuck down. You act like I'm moving to another fucking state." I said.

"Are you?" Nicole questioned.

"No! I'm just moving to another house." I said. 

"Ok text me when you are about go." Nicole said. 

"Ok." I said.

"Ok bye." Nicole said.

"Bye." I said hanging up the phone.

That was pretty tense. Nicole thought that I was moving away to another state or something. But i wouldn't blame for getting upset at me. This place may have painful memories, but it had some good memories. There weren't worth thinking about because now I needed to get my life under control and make everything perfect until my baby arrives.

After talking to Nicole, I needed to go to store and buy some food. I grabbed my keys and walked to the market.

Chris

I was downstairs in the kitchen drinking a beer because I was doing everything I could to take Leah off of my mind. When I looked up, Jade was coming downstairs. I looked up at her and she stopped in her tracks. Then she went into my fridge and grabbed a beer and sat on my counter.

"Hello to you too." Jade said.

"I'm not in the mood right now." I said.

"What happened to you. I would've thought after what happened last night you would've felt better." Jade said. 

"No it was great, but I can't keep Leah out of my mind." I said.

"Really?" Jade questioned.

"Yea and it's really fucking me up right now." I said.

"You know what I think?" Jade asked.

"What?" I said sipping my beer.

"You still love her and you still care. For as long as you've known her, she's all you think about day and night." Jade said.

"How the fuck do you know that?" I asked.

"I studied psychology in college so I know some things." Jade said. 

"But I can't go back to her because she'll think I'm a douche and just push me away." I said. 

"You know her that well huh?" Jade asked.

"Apparently." I said.

"Then all you got to do is move on and try to forget about her." Jade said.

"I'll try." I said.

"Trying is all that you can do right now." Jade said.

"Yea I guess you are right." I said. 

Jade smiled and hopped off the counter. She put on her heels and headed out I sat on my couch and fell right to sleep. 

Aaleeyah

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This chapter will have two parts as you can see this has a cliffhanger. We have 3 more chapters until Love More people.