How To Love (Chris Brown)

How To Love X

8 pm

Chris

I didn't go to the party last night. It's cause I was with Bianca and you know what I think I'm considering getting back with her. I was on my way to Leah's house right now. I stepped on her porch and took a deep breath. I took the courage and knocked on her door. She opened and she was excited to see me. She gave me a hug and let me inside.

I stepped in and we went over to the couch. My heart was beating faster and faster. I was scared to tell Leah that I wanted to break up. Especially since the reason is over Bianca. I'm sure she wouldn't like that shit at all. I know we fucked but I think that was only outta guilt. But now I've realized what I want. And I want Bianca.

"Chris, what's wrong? You've been quiet since you got here." Leah said.

"Oh um it's cause I need to tell you something." I said.

"Babe what is it? You can tell me anything." Leah said.

"I'm sorry to say this but this thing between you and me; it's not working out." I said.

"What the fuck are you saying?" Leah said.

"I want to break up." I said.

"What? Are you fucking kidding me?" Leah said.

"Leah don't be mad. It's not you it's me." I said.

"Of course it's me you fucking idiot. Your only saying that shit to make me feel better. Would mind telling the reason why your breaking with me?" Leah said.

"It's Bianca." I said.

"Bianca? Why did I see this shit coming? You will never fucking change. You always have to go back to your exes thinking it’s gonna be the same. No nigga, it's not. That's why it's called moving the fuck on." Leah said.

"Leah we're still going to be talking just not as much."  I said.

"I can't believe this shit." Leah said.

"Leah, I'm s-" Leah slapped me in my face.

"Just cut the bullshit and get the fuck outta my house." Leah said.

I got up from the couch and left her house. When I turned around I saw Leah crying. I never seen her cry like this before. I felt like a real jerk at that moment. But I got in the car with Bianca and we drove off. We were going to Vegas for 2 weeks.

Aaleeyah

I can’t believe Chris would do this to me again. He left me to be with his bitch Bianca. Why doesn’t that shit surprise the fuck outta me? I cried after Chris left. I felt so betrayed by him. I sat on the couch, pulled my knees to my chest, and cried harder. Was this really happening right now? Did I really get betrayed by the only person that I loved? I never knew this shit would happen to me. It’s like I had no fucking life at this point. I confessed my love to him and this is how he fucking betrays me. He goes back to the same bitch who ruined our relationship in the first place.

I went upstairs to my room and took a shower. I put on a leather jacket, brown tank top, ripped jeans, and black 5” heels. I grabbed my keys and phone heading out the door. I walked to the bar and drank myself drunk. I was so upset I drank myself til I passed out. I never had been that drunk before. So it was a surprise for me that I didn’t lose any brain cells or something.

The bartender woke me up and asked me to call someone I could rely on. I would’ve told him Chris but his ass was dead to me at this moment. So I asked him to call Nicole. Within seconds, Nicole was there to pick me up. She helped me out the bar and put me in the car. She drove me home and helped me upstairs to my room. As soon as my head hit the pillow I immediately fell asleep.