HOW TO LOVE YOURSELF (Completed)

How I (part 4)

I had a few of these dreams before I had this one, they had quiet a big gap in-between. However, although I can't remember the previous ones clearly, I can remember tiny details which aids in why I think this was the worst of all.

The demon came into my dream as someone I used to like, due to how deeply tmi this dream was in detail, I will just say there was a lot of blood, like a lot. Anyways, before his entrance it felt as though he just really needed to get inside so there was some slight aggression present. This was so he could impregnate me with many things, doubts, unforgivness e.t.c and of course to go back to masturbation. Where he could have total control over my life and turn me away from the man above whom I worship.

Keep reading I am getting to the more interesting part. When I woke up I couldn't shake the feeling of the dream, it really felt as though I had lost my virginity and I knew that to be impossible but that was exactly how it felt.

Okay let's skip to the point. Later on that day I decided to go get something to eat because I was starving. When I was in the kitchen I felt something in there with me, I felt the way you would feel when someone sneak upon you without your knowledge and you suddenly start feeling eyes on you.

I tried to ignore it but it didn't go away. So I got to my room, put my headphones in and started to watch something to forget about what happened. That didn't do anything to forget what happened because the feeling of uneasiness intensified and it felt like a dominant presence, that's how I knew it was a man.

It made complete sense because there are two types of sex demons. The male who sleeps with women who is known as an incubus and the female that sleeps with men called the succubus.

At first I thought that these dreams happened because you might be thinking sexually about someone indirectly without having noticed it, I was led to believe that, I didn't think about it too much to have my own opinion. Then I thought to myself after finding this out, that it really didn't make any sense. Especially giving what happened on the following day from the dream. I mean this didn't happen ten days after it happened. It happened later on in the day when I woke up from the dream. So think about it.

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Thank you for reading. I hope this brings you closer to me as your author and more importantly I hope this makes you want to change your life around. I have no idea where this book is going to end as I haven't been going off of a plan. I go with the flow and I go with what my spirit guide wants me to go with. Smile you are attractive even behind this screen.