So this is a redo of my rants and random. Before it was all. . .scattered and I rarely updated, but I think I can try again. This is basically a public journal with art pieces =3
Well I don't blame you(the reader) for removing the book since I I didn't update for so long. I think I'll just be dating the chapters just for the fuck of it. I also spent a little while rewriting a few chapters because cringe. The new school I go to is great except for the gym coaches cheesus rice. My grades are doing pretty well I have a 79 in math though :'D it'll raise up though. Also I have a crush on a boy and he gave me a note and confessed as well on Friday and oohhhh mah god I probably reread that note every fucking minute oh my gosh I'm was so happy. I also realized I left my bag of pencils at school, with the note in it :'D stab me in the heart with a stake. Hopefully I'll find it tomorrow. He's so fucking sweet and cute and AKoalsocooQowockw I was able to talk to him without my face turning red every two seconds so that's a success. He also has a football game tomorrow but I don't know if I'll be able to go ; - ; I'll try to. I feel like he'll be more successful than my other relationships I dunno there's something about him.
So four hours later I wake up it's eight and FUCK ME I forgot my homework. And my hur is blonde ish now??
Hoppla! Dieses Bild entspricht nicht unseren inhaltlichen Richtlinien. Um mit dem Veröffentlichen fortfahren zu können, entferne es bitte oder lade ein anderes Bild hoch.
I think I'm gonna shave the sides again my hair is poking my ears and it feels like a is centipede in my ears. Wow from blue, to blue purple, to rainbow, to dark purple(got that dyed while I was out), to light brown(also was out), and now to blonde. Haha evolution. I came out to two of my teachers about me being me and they were totally accepting, but the thing is my parents aren't, as I've explained a few months ago, and if they have to email my parents it's just gonna be a fucking mess. They might accidentally use Spencer, male pronouns, and asjfkslfm I stopped by the counsellors today and she was really nice and she's better than the last one I had. She told me about whether or not I should come out to all my teachers and the thing is if I do that then I'll have to talk to my parents again and I'm so fucking scared if I do I'll really be sent away to some boot camp. I can't be sent there. Can't. I have a new start already, I'm helping out a friend who just lost someone, another gets really bad panic attacks, and I just can't. I don't want to leave them at all! Sorry this just turned from super happy to super sad. Long story short I kinda regret coming out to my teachers. I'll rant later.
