Crashed right into you

A beautiful mess

We got woken up by a knock on the door. "Shawn honey I just wanted to tell you that I'm home." Said Karen. "Okay mom. Love you"Shawn responded. He turned to me and smiled. "You need to take a shower." Shawn whispered into my ear. He walks over to his bathroom and turns the shower on and a just stare at him and get up. I start walking to the bathroom when Shawn stops me and kisses me passionately. "I love you Anna ." Said Shawn. "I love you more Shawnie." I said while blowing him a kiss. "I don't think so." Said Shawn while smirking. I got into the shower and started to think about what me and Shawn did. Than I realized something that no young woman wants to realize. "Shit." I yelled. Shawn come running in the bathroom. "What's wrong baby?" Asked Shawn worriedly. "Your such a dumbass." I said only because I was scared. "What the hell! Why do you say that?" Shawn yelled. "You didn't wear fucking protection." I screamed. Shawn covered my mouth with his hand. "Shut up my parents could hear you."  Said Shawn angry. "What the fuck Shawn you could have gotten me pregnant and that's what you say to me?" I get out of the shower and dry off. "I'll text Brain and see if he can bring us over a pregnancy test." Shawn said. "Then he would know we did it." I said disgustedly. Shawn stepped really close me. "Than what the fuck else do you suppose we do?" Yelled Shawn. I put my clothes on. "I don't know." I yelled back. "Well than shut your fucking mouth and listen to me."  Shawn screamed in my face. "Your an ass whole Mendes a fucking ass whole." I said and then started crying. I walk out of Shawns room into my room and slam the door at the same time he slams his. Five minuets later Shawn texted me saying Brain was here with the test. I got up and walked into Shawns room and Shawn through the test at me. "I really hope I'm not pregnant I wouldn't what my kids to have an ass as a dad." I said. Shawn put his hand out like he was going to slap me but Brain stopped him. "What the fuck dude you can't hit her!" Brian yelled. So Shawn turned around and slapped him. "Oh my god Shawn." I screamed. "Brian is ten times better than you." I yelled. Shawn picked up my suitcase and threw at the door. "If you think he's so great you can take the test and then hey the hell out of my house. I went in the bathroom and took  the test and thank the lord I wasn't pregnant. "Thank the lord." I screamed.  I walk over to Brian. "Are you okay?" I ask while hugging him. "You know what fuck your staying here it's not a punishment if I let you go with him." Said Shawn. I gave Brian my Hand. "Here find a pen and writhe your number on here." I said showing him my palm. Brian writes his number and then leaves. Right when he left the room I fell on my knees and started balling.  "I'm sorry Shawn I was just scared about the whole situation and..." I get caught of by him kissing me. I feel tears of his mix with my tears. "I'm so sorry Anna. I'm such an ass. I love you please forgive me." Shawn said while looking into my eyes. "I love you to the moon and back Mendes." I said while getting on his bed under the covers. He followed and joined me. He wrapped his muscular arms around me. "You deserve the world Anna, and from now on I'm going to try to give you it." Shawn said with a smile on his face. "You deserve the best Shawn and I'm
not sure I can give you That. Look at me I'm a mess." I said trying not to cry. "My beautiful mess." Shawn said while kissing my forehead.