Crashed right into you

Swerved

Shawn didn't text or call me the rest of the day. It made me feel like he forgot about me of Just didn't care anymore. All the text messages that I sent said read but no response. Right when I began loosing faith that he didn't care about me he came into my hospital room out of breath. "I'm so sorry Anna,some fan chased me and took my phone so I couldn't contact you." I looked at him and turned my head. "Anna listen to me I'm sorry I meant to get here earlier." Shawn said with a Hint of sadness in his voice. I was crying and didn't want him the know. I sniffled. "Oh my god Anna are you crying? Is it because of me?" Asked Shawn concerned. "No Shawn it's not because of you." I said while turning around. "It's because of life. I don't want to be here anymore Shawn." I said while crying harder. "I can't do it anymore Shawn I just can't." I said while slowly putting my hands in my knees. Shawn just looked at me with tears in his eyes. "Anna don't say that!" Yeah yelled as tears started streaming down his face. "Why not shawn!" I yelled. "Because I love you Anna. And sometimes it all gets a little too much but you got to realize that soon the fog will clear up. "Shawn get me out of the hospital." He looked at me with red eyes. "Okay I'll try." Shawn got up and talked to a person at the counter. I got to be released early from the hospital. I slowly made my way to his jeep because of my broken ribs. "We are just going to take a little road trip me and you babe me and you. We can drive and listen to music for as long as you want. I want to show you my home town. We started driving away with the radio on and treat you better blaring. I didn't sing I just stared at the window. "Anna come on just let go and have fun." Shawn said. I just stayed crying and looking out the window. Shawn pulled the car over. "Shawn you can't pull over here." I said. "I don't give a fuck! I'm not moving until your happy." Said Shawn seriously. Me being in my state of depression I went to reach for the steering wheel and we served almost of the road. Shawn slapped my hand away. "What the fuck is your problem Anna!" Shawn said with a shocked expression on his face. I started crying. "I'm so sorry Shawn I'm really sorry I don't known why I did that." Shawn looked at me and punched his dashboard. "I love you Anna and want to help you but I can't help you if you can't help yourself." I think you should get out of this car. I fear for you life and mine." I don't want you to get hurt." Shawn said with tears streaming down his face. I just opened my door while crying and got out.
                      SHAWNS POV
Has soon has Anna closed to door I drove away. I did it for both of us. I couldn't see her in pain. My house was about and hour away and when I pulled out of my drive way I realized I forgot to tell her I love her.