Crashed right into you

Forced

                                MY POV
I got no sleep that night. I hurt Shawn the only person that loved me. When I woke up Shawn was in the kitchen in sweatpants with no shirt on drinking a steaming coffee. His Parents and Aaliyah left for the the day.  I walked up to Shawn and put my hand on his back and he moved forward. "Shawn I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you I was stupid and..." Shawn turned around and his eyes were all red and puffy. "Please don't talk to me Anna I'm really not in the mood." Shawn said while stretching. "Oh okay." I said putting my head down and walking away. "Wait I just want to tell you that I won't be here I'm going to the gym." Shawn tiredly said. I just looked at him and nodded my head and walked away Shawn got ready for the gym and then headed out. I got changed into a white crop top and skinny jeans because I didn't want to stay in my pajamas. I sat in the living room and watched a movie. It was  already twelve and Shawn wasn't back yet. In the middle of the movie I heard a knock at the door so I got up and answered it. It was Brian. "Shit." I mumbled to myself. "Why are you here?" I asked while smiling." Brian smiled. "Oh I'm waiting for Shawn to get home from the gym." I smiled. "Does he know your here?" I asked curious. "Yes he does and don't you look beautiful today." Said Brian. My smile slowly faded away. Brian got close to me. "So baby what are you doing right now?" Asked Brian. His breath smelt like alcohol. "Umm just watching a movie." I said while backing up. I sat on the couch and Brian followed. I realized that he has a beer bottle in his hand. He sat really close to me. I moved over but he got mad. "Anna don't move when I sit next to you!" Screamed Brain. He sat close to me again so we were arm to arm. I knew he was drunk so I just got up and moved again. Brian grabbed the tv remote and paused the movie. He stood up and stood in front of where I was sitting. He lifted up his fist and punched me. Hot tears starting streaming down my face. "Anna if you do what I say I won't have to hurt you." He said and laughed. He pushed me down and held me so I couldn't move. "Brian stop your drunk." I cried out while squirming around. "Anna sit still so I can kiss you." I didn't obey him so he slapped me across the face. I finally gave up and let him kiss me. "Moan for me babe." Brian said aggressively while kissing my neck. I didn't listen and he punched me in the ribs. I screamed in pain. "Please Brian please stop."  He grabbed me by the neck using a tight grip. "I'll be right back stay right here. If you move I'll hurt you." Brian said and got up and went to Shawns room.  He came back with a belt. "This is what will be used if you don't listen to me Anna." I started crying. He took his clothes off. "Anna take your clothes off." Brian said demandingly. I stood up and started taking my clothes off slowly because I was shaking. "Faster!" Brian yelled while whipping me. I finally got my clothes off. My nose was bleeding from when he hit me so my nice crop top was covered in blood. After I was done getting changed Brian Forced me to have sex with him. He left the house when he was done without saying a word. I saw that Shawn left my phone on the counter so I dragged my body to it and grabbed. I called 911 shakily and weakly. "911 what is your emergency?" Said the dispatcher. "I've been raped." I said and then starting crying. "Alright an ambulance is on its way ma'mm." Said the dispatcher.