Crashed right into you

The definition of love

We walk inside and Brian gets back in his car. "Hey Shawn you should invite him to stay." I said smiling. "You of all people are saying that." Said Shawn sounding angry. I went to grab his hand but he gave me a look. "What is the matter with you Shawn?" I asked trying to stay calm. "Nothing." Said Shawn. "It's obviously something because you acting like something is." I said while sitting down on the couch. "I just don't understand why you would say that when he hurt you." Said Shawn while grabbing a water bottle from the fridge in the kitchen. "Shawn he hurt ME and I have forgiven him, he hasn't hurt YOU so it should be easier for you to forgive him." I said staying calm. "I can't there is no way." Said Shawn while shaking his head. "Oh my god Shawn why not?" I said while raising my voice a little.  "Because he raped the one I love!" Yelled Shawn. I stood up and walked over to him. "I know that! But the one you love forgave him and he gave her a ride home when you left her on the fucking side of the road! Oh and he was drunk that night Shawn he had no clue what the hell he was doing!" I finally yelled. "Anna I can't forgive him there is no way!" Shawn yelled back. "Why can't you just forgive him he is your best friend?!" I said while calming down again. "Because I can't Anna! End of discussion." Said Shawn while going to sit on the couch. "No not end of discussion!" I said while following him and sitting on the couch. Shawn turned on the tv and ignored me. I took the remote and shut it off. "Anna! Turn the tv back on." Shawn demanded. "No not until you listen to the one thing I have to say." I demanded. "Okay fine! I'll listen to you but whatever you have to say won't make me forgive Brian." Insisted Shawn. "Shawn he has been best friends with you for a while and what, do you planning on ignoring him and pretending like you never knew him Shawn. I bet you have hurt him plenty of times and he has forgiven you. You didn't even thank him or acknowledge his existence Shawn. We are all human we all make mistakes." I said then breathed. "Okay whatever." Said Shawn while taking the remote from my hand and turning on the tv. I stood up and threw my hands in the air. We walk inside and Brian gets back in his car. "Hey Shawn you should invite him to stay." I said smiling. "You of all people are saying that." Said Shawn sounding angry. I went to grab his hand but he gave me a look. "What is the matter with you Shawn?" I asked trying to stay calm. "Nothing." Said Shawn. "It's obviously something because you acting like something is." I said while sitting down on the couch. "I just don't understand why you would say that when he hurt you." Said Shawn while grabbing a water bottle from the fridge in the kitchen. "Shawn he hurt ME and I have forgiven him, he hasn't hurt YOU so it should be easier for you to forgive him." I said staying calm. "I can't there is no way." Said Shawn while shaking his head. "Oh my god Shawn why not?" I said while raising my voice a little.  "Because he raped the one I love!" Yelled Shawn. I stood up and walked over to him. "I know that! But the one you love forgave him and he gave her a ride home when you left her on the fucking side of the road! Oh and he was drunk that night Shawn he had no clue what the hell he was doing!" I finally yelled. "Anna I can't forgive him there is no way!" Shawn yelled back. "Why can't you just forgive him he is your best friend?!" I said while calming down again. "Because I can't Anna! End of discussion." Said Shawn while going to sit on the couch. "No not end of discussion!" I said while following him and sitting on the couch. Shawn turned on the tv and ignored me. I took the remote and shut it off. "Anna! Turn the tv back on." Shawn demanded. "No not until you listen to the one thing I have to say." I demanded. "Okay fine! I'll listen to you but whatever you have to say won't make me forgive Brian." Insisted Shawn. "Shawn he has been best friends with you for a while and what, do you planning on ignoring him and pretending like you never knew him Shawn. I bet you have hurt him plenty of times and he has forgiven you. You didn't even thank him or acknowledge his existence Shawn. We are all human we all make mistakes." I said then breathed. "Okay whatever." Said Shawn while taking the remote from my hand and turning on the tv. I stood up and threw my hands in the air. "I give up!" I said while walking to my room and slamming my door. When I sat down on the bed my phone buzzed. When I picked it up I saw that I received a text from Brian. I smiled a little bit.
Brian: Hey
Me: hey what's up
Brian: I have something I want to show you
Me: okay what is it?
Brian: This ( a video of me an shawn from earlier.)
Me: wow this is beautiful but why did you record us
Brian: so I could show you how much Shawn really does love you
That was the end of the conversation. After that I got up and went into the living room and sat next to Shawn who was watching vampire diaries. "Watcha watching?" I asked while leaning into him. "The vampire diaries." Said Shawn while pulling me closer into him. "Shawn I'm sorry for fighting with you. You don't have to..." "Shhhh let me watch my show. You can talk when this Episode is over." I just giggled. By the time the episode was over I had fallen asleep in Shawns lap. When it was over Shawn gently shook me. "Anna, Anna darling get up." Shawn said softly. "I want to stay napping!" I said. "Come on
Please get up! I want to take you to a fancy restaurant." Said Shawn while starting to tickle me. "Okay okay I'm up!" I said through giggles. "Anna we are going to a party a celebrity party... And there will be paparazzi but I can tell them to go away. And just be yourself. And please don't say you don't want to go because I really love you and I want you to go." Said Shawn fast.  "Shawn..." "Wait there is something else! It requires us to go on a private jet to get to L.A. In time." Said Shawn breathing a little heavily. "Shawn of course I want to go! And don't worry about the paparazzi I'll be fine! What should I wear?" I asked. Shawn smiled. "Any dress or fancy outfit you want. Anything that makes you feel beautiful. Don't worry about what I would think because anything you wear or want to wear looks beautiful you on you. Being you is beautiful." Shawn said. I smiled and blushed. "We are dating and you still make me blush." I said while giggling. "I love making you Blush baby. But let's stop talking an go get ready. I go to my room and look in the closet and pull out a black dress that had lace coming from the neckline covering the chest. I put it on and it went above my knees. I went to my vanity and noticed that Karen bought me a hair straightener and makeup so I straightened my hair and did my makeup. As I was getting ready I got a text from the Brian that read: you two are the definition of love. I kinda of ignored it and finished getting ready. When I was done getting ready I heard a knock on the door. "Come in." I said. Shawn walked in wearing a tshirt and a leather jacket and nice jeans. "Wow Anna you look beautiful." Said Shawn while putting his hands on my waist and pulling me onto his lips. This kiss was full of passion and love. "Shawn you look handsome." I said while looking into his eyes after Our lips left each other. "Thanks. I have something want to give you." Said Shawn while pulling a box from out of his pocket and handing it to me. "Shawn what is it?" I asked while looking at  the pretty pink bow on the box. "Open and you'll find out." Said Shawn. I opened it and in the box was a beautiful ring. It had a diamond heart on it. Shawn took it out of the box and put on one of my fingers. "Anna I'm giving this to you to tell you that I really love you and I'll do everything and anything to make you happy and to make you feel loved. When I'm busy with my music and stuff I want this to remind you that I love you and that I am with you. No girl has ever made me the way you make me feel. Words can't describe the way you make me feel. You are one special girl Anna and just wanted to show you that and tell you that I love you so much." Said Shawn while smiling. "Shawn this is beautiful! I am never taking it off. I love you so much and you do make me feel loved. You've made me feel loved even before you knew I existed Shawn. I love you I love I love you." I said while tears slipped from my eyes. "Anna why are you crying?"asked Shawn while wiping away my tears. "Because no one has even done anything like this for me before. No one has ever made me feel like this before." I said while laughing a little. "I'm glad to say that I will be your first and your last." Said Shawn while grabbing my hand. He kissed my forehead. "Are you ready to go darling?" Asked Shawn while smiling. "Yes." I said. We walked out to his car with our hands intertwined. When we got in the car Shawn looked at me she said " Don't forget to be you. You is beautiful. I love you Anna I really do."