Forever Love (Sequal To Shotgun Love)

Chapter 20 New York and The Truth

Kayla's POV

It was early, I woke up around six a.m. So I decided that Dallas and I should leave to make good timing because it's a long drive. I never thought I'd return to New York, when I left I left everything behind. I left all of my memories of what little childhood I had those are the only good ones, the rest are nothing but sad and depressing memories. I lost my mother and killed my own father in self defence. I lost Dallas because he was running from the fuzz. I remembered the cop who was so nice to me. I fell asleep on the way, I slept the whole way pretty much. I woke up when Dallas was pulling into an old friend of ours place, his name was Steven, he was a pretty cool guy. I stepped out of  my mustang, I was hoping for a pleasant trip but then I was face to face with the man who wanted me dead. Then lighting flashed and thunder roared. I felt a shock go through my body. When I woke up again I was surrounded by the whole gang, minus Johnny and Dallas. I knew that Johnny was dead and hang been gone for a while, last I remember of Dallas was right before I passed out when we got to New York, I don't remember why I passed out. "Where is Dallas?" My question was like a sting to everyone in the room, but why? "Someone answer me where is Dallas?" I saw a look of sorrow on Darry's face, he walked to me. He took a seat in the chair by my bed. "Kayla, listen you have been in an a coma ever the night that you were in the accident." No I found him we went to New York where met. I saw my dad's friend that wants me dead, then it started lighting and I passed out, you mean that none of that ever happened." " I believe that would be it, I'm so sorry Kayla." I looked at Steve who had a look of quilt in his eyes. "I shouldn't have cheated on you, I'm so sorry. I got my karma though I'm sorry I do love you. I hope you can truly forgive me." "I think Kayla deserves someone who can provide for her in more ways than one. She has been through so much and she doesn't deserve to be treated the way she has been. She deserves someone who will love her, care for her, and be there for her. If you need a place to stay our doors are open, If going back to Buck's is too much for you we understand." I nodded and smiled I was about to answer when Dean spoke up. "Our doors are open as well. If we aren't home use your key and make yourself at home, or if we are home and it's late use it. You are welcome anytime and what's ours is yours." I smiled again. "Thank you everyone, I don't think going back to Buck's right now is a good idea. I have too many memories there. I'll stay with Jess and Dean some, and I'll stay with you guys sometimes." I said looking at the Curtis brothers. "Oh and Soda, do you think you could get me a job at the DX again." "You still have your old one, boss asks about you all the time." "Awesome, that will help me get my mind off of things." "I agree." Soda said smiling." "Maybe ignite an old flame." Steve said. I laughed without any control. "If I did that trust me it would be Soda not you. There is no way that you ever have a chance again." "I don't understand Kayla, you took Dally back so many times he cheated on you more than once, and you still took him back." I was pissed by this time, how could he bring Dallas back into this, the one man that was my everything. "Okay let me get something straight with you Steve Randle. I loved Dallas with all my heart. Yes he messed up more than once but it was the small things that made me love him, the dogtags I wear around my neck at all times those are from him and he gave them to me years ago. I was like maybe fifteen, the other necklace on my neck was the one I got the night he left me, he always wore it; the ring that he wore but gave me when we started dating. His jacket that he was wearing the night he was shot still lays over in that chair, the teddy bear he won me at the fair when I was like sixteen. It hasn't even been a full year since he won me the bear. I don't know why he was the way he was, but he was Dallas. I say Dallas because Dally is different he had a different side that only a few saw. It was a soft side a side that made him show true feeling. I believe that he only had a soft spot for Johnny and I. I don't want to hear you say anything about my relationship with Dallas again, it's bad enough that I love him and I can't be with him. I'll never hear him say my name again it was just the way he said it made me smile, I'll never hear his wicked laugh again, I'll never be in his arms again, I won't be able to wake up with him beside me again. I'll only have memories of what we had, every good one, every bad one, and every place we went to. I only have that and the dogtags, the necklace the ring and the jacket. I'll only have those and the memories to remember him by, and if I may add that just onough. Could everyone except Soda leave the room?" I got strange looks by everyone but they all left, Jess came to me and hugged me close. "I'm here for you, don't hesitate to call me. I have to get home and get Josie fed or she gets antsy." I smiled at her and she turned to walk out of the room. I motioned for Soda to take a seat in the chair by my bed. When he took the seat I looked at him and he looked back at me, then everything changed.