Forever Love (Sequal To Shotgun Love)

Chapter 21 Smack back into Reality

Kayla's pov
I couldn't believe that I had been out ever since the car accident after Steve cheated on me. I still don't understand why I dreamed that Dallas was alive because he didn't die that night. If he has been dead and I've been out since the accident what have I missed. I looked over at Soda, I have no clue what's going on here. "Explain how Dallas is alive one minute and dead the next, explain to me how in the hell I was in an accident and when, explain to me how I was in a coma but I still had dreams as if he was alive, how it seemed that  I was in a third person point of view half the time I was in a coma. I want answers Soda! None of this makes sense." I stopped talking and I hadn't taken my eyes off Soda. I knew he could  explain it to me better than anyone. "Well the doctor said that you were in a rare  type of a coma where you dream as if you were alive. It happened three months ago, when later testing was done we found out that you also have amnesia. So tell me what happened in your not so real reality." I smiled. " "Well I remember planning Jessica's wedding, that was before my accident right?  I remember Dallas and I watching Josie but Dallas has been dead since that night, so that wasn't real, Dallas went missing then he came back and we went to New York and I've told that story already but since Dallas is dead that didn't happen either, I remember Steve cheating on me. I don't remember anything after that, In my reality  I dreamed that Dallas and I was in a car accident he was driving, was that real?"  "Kayla you have been in two accidents both must have put you into a coma twice. It appears that both were the same, it made you dream that Dally was still alive, I guess since you have been in a coma two separate times and in both you dreamed of an alternate reality you don't know what the real reality is." I nodded. "Then smack me back into reality. I have no memory of real I mean I remember Steve cheated, I also remember us making out right after but did that actually happen? I remember Dallas and Steve getting into a fight, but I'm guessing that none of this ever happened." I said kind of confused hoping whatever Soda said would clear things up. "Well you and I did make out after you and Steve broke up, Steve came over to apologize to you and I guess you imagined Dally there because you talked to him as if he was you screamed that Johnny was gone and cried into my chest calling me Dallas then you said Forever. I was confused as heck. I guess that you were the only person who could see Dally and Johnny, after that you left in a rampage. I tried to stop you from leaving in the state you were in but you didn't listen. I knew something bad was going to happen when you left. It wasn't until about an hour after you left that the phone rang. I answered, It was Buck he told me to sit down and when I did he told me that you were hit by a car who had ran a red light and you were hit on your side and the car flipped three times, it knocked you unconscious and broke your collar bone, which has healed but be careful. As far as the day we made out it was a sort of in the moment thing but I wouldn't mind it happening again, but with me being Jess's ex and Josie's father I think It'd be weird." "I don't think so Soda, and thank you for explaining everything." "Your welcome, I don't mind at all." I smiled at Soda, he's such a loving person and he really does care he could brighten my mood on the worst day. I wished that my alternate reality was my actual reality. I miss Dallas so much,  I'm still confuse on how this all happened. I refuse to believe that Dallas is dead but I guess he really is. I wish I could stay in my alternate reality forever because there he's alive and well,  we're happy and that's all I ever wanted was to b happy with Dallas. "Kayla." I heard Steve's voice from across my hospital room, memories of us trailed back to me. I can't believe I actually fell in love with Steve then he cheated. "Yes." "Can I talk to you alone?" I looked at Soda and gave him the it's okay look.  He smiled and let go of my hand that I didn't realize he was holding. I smiled at him as he got up and gave me a kiss on the forehead and walked out of the room.  "Holler if ya need me babygirl." Steve walked over to my bed and took my hand in his,  I pulled it away. "Kayla please." I frowned but I let him hold my hand. "I'm sorry for cheating on you, it's just we were so distant it felt like we weren't even together. I felt like I didn't love you but seeing you almost die twice made me realize that I do love you. I love you so much please give me another chance please.  I want you to be my baby again." I remembered how Steve and I fell in love and all the good times we had. "I need some time to think. I'll get back to you can you send Soda in?  He's the only one who understands right now." "Sure." I watched as he walked away. I just can't handle the Randle. I thought to myself,  Soda came in and it felt like it took him forever. He sat next to my bed and took my hand in his.  "When do I get to go home?" "I don't know but now that your awake and know what's going on maybe soon." "I hope so." I really want to go home and try to live a normal life without Dallas being a part of it.  I can't accept the fact that he's really gone. I don't understand the notes those were real. I just really can't imagine my life without Dallas. I don't know how in the hell I'm supposed to live without him.  "Oh and Kayla I don't know how but you pregnant with the two car accidents you didn't miscarry." "How many months am I?" "Five" I nodded my head and smiled. I hoped that it would be a boy I could name him after his father. I just don't know how I'm going to look at someone who is going to remind me so much of Dallas,  but there's one thing I do know.  I have to carry on Dally's legacy.  I know that's what he would have wanted. "I'll carry on Dally's legacy that's what he would have wanted." "I'm glad to hear you say that Kayla. Stay in good spirits." "No Soda it's Stay Gold that's what Johnny would want me and all of us to do. Let's make them proud." "Sure thing babydoll." I smiled at the fact that I was actually finding good in life right now. I guess Johnny was right Stay Gold.