Thoughts (Collection of Short Poetries)

Undefined

I
don't understand. I just couldn't explain this sensation within me. I can't describe it in any way. I couldn't even express my thoughts into words. It's like every word doesn't fit to what my heart says. I don't know. Could it be possible? Possible to feel something undefined? Love. Could it be love? This question has been boggling in my mind lately. I just don't understand. It's new to me and I don't even know where this emotion is taking me. I don't get it. I can't explain it. Love? What is love? What's this strange feeling? I can't describe it. There are no words that can show its meaning. Am I really a victim of this strange thing called
LOVE?

Has it really dominated my whole being that even I couldn't seem to understand myself? Why do I feel this undescribable feeling? I'm like a sun slowly setting below into the deep,dark waters beneath me. It's like I'm falling into an endless hole. Is this a trap? Do I want this? Did I choose to fall into this trap? I don't know. Am I scared? Terrified? I don't understand. Should I be? What am I afraid of? Rejection? Agony? Pain? Pain. Pain comes when love fails. Should pain always comes after love? Can you love without losing happiness? Can you love without making sacrifices? Can you love without breaking into shattered pieces? Why should pain comes with love? I don't understand. I can't define this crazy feeling. Maybe. Just maybe. Love has overpowered my mind that even in my sleep, all I can see is you. Yes,
YOU.
You're the one I dream of. It's you I wanna be with. It's you who makes me want to live another day. And it's you who I want to tell those 3 bold words in this piece because it's you who made me feel this strange thing called love that is....UNDEFINED.