Scarlet Wolf ➸ Assassination Classroom Fanfic { COMPLETED }

C h a p t e r ➸ 16

Kaji felt it follow her like a shadow. Like how little kids used to think that the moon would follow them, but Kaji knew it wouldn't fade away, and that it was actually there. Not to mention that her nightmares have been worse than have ever been. Kaji didn't even sleep one night it was so bad. You could see it in her face too, with faded dark bags under her eyes. She's basically felt like crap for the last few weeks. And she felt like shit the day after all that stuff.

Today the class was doing something with there future careers. Kaji just sat her her desk with a blank sheet of paper sitting in front of her. The fact that they had to talk with Korosensei about there choice didn't help Kaji at all. She just has way to much on her mind.

"Kaji-chan."

"Yes," Kaji replied in almost grumpy tone. Well, she was pretty grumpy not getting to much sleep. That and she didn't really feel like talking to Karma. She gazed over at him with tired eyes, seeing how he seemed to examine her tired look. Luckily for Kaji, Karma didn't say another word.

As time passed on, Kaji just sat at her desk. Staring at the blank paper. Why was she letting this get to her? Why should she even believe this God of Death? Even so, Kaji couldn't get it out of her head. She felt like that she should believe it. She had no idea why, but there was some sinking feeling deep inside of her.

After awhile, Kaji just got up from her seat and left the classroom. She was starting to feel cramped by her own thoughts. Kaji found herself staring down at her hands, wondering if she really wasn't human.

All of those injures that Kaji had gotten over in her life. Her speed and strength. Kaji can even think back when ever she would be swimming in a pool of her own blood.

Little wolf. That name that her father would call her, could that have anything to do with it?

With a sudden gust of wing, Kaji knew that Korosensei had appeared. "I haven't gotten your career choice yet, Kaji-san," he said. Kaji kept her head down, "I-I'm not sure," she said. "Everything is kind of, scrambled at the moment." Korosensei didn't say anything for sometime, which gave Kaji a weird feeling. Like he was about to lecture her or something.

"Did something happen?" He finally said. After a long pause, Kaji shook her head. "Kaji-san," Korosensei pressed on, knowing she didn't tell the truth.

It's possible that the God of Death was able to tell from her pulse, right? How else could he of known something like being inhuman? Or was he really just that powerful?

"Korosensei," Kaji said, slowly. "Am I human?" She could feel Korosensei's hesitation in the air. He knew something, and Kaji needed to know.

"Your hesitating," Kaji snapped. Kaji was growing impatience, and she had no idea why. She wasn't someone who dose that, but things were just, different.

Kaji could tell how nervous Korosensei actually was. Why was he? It's not that hard of a question, he of all people would know, being some strange nonhuman creature himself. That and it seems like he can do everything.

Korosensei snapped back to his normal cool self. "What do you think?" He asked. "That's the thing," Kaji answered quickly. "I don't know what to think. The more I think about it, the more I can see it being true, but then again, I don't want to believe it." A cold silence fell soon after. Kaji's icy eyes were glued to Korosensei. She was going to get an answer from him. She had to.

Korosensei finally sighed in defeat. Maybe now he won't try to sugar coat it. "Your not fully human," Korosensei said the next part quickly. "However, you shouldn't let that bother you." Kaji felt her blood run cold. So it was true, no matter what she thought, all Kaji could think was how that would effect her.

"And why should I not let that bother me?" Kaji's German nature was starting to kick in. Her accent was rough and sharp, she was just getting frustrated now.

"You've lived this time without knowing this." Korosensei was starting to run out of ideas. Kaji could tell from the tone of his voice. Even if he was just trying to help, Kaji just started to feel even worse.

"Korosensei," Kaji said slowly, making sure to pronounce every symbol right. In a quick monition, Kaji drew one of the flimsy green blades and swung at Korosensei, who avoided the attack. Her icy eyes were dark as she stared up at Korosensei, who had a bit of sweat running down his face. He was worried, most likely for the mental state Kaji was in.

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Kaji just simply laid spiraled out on her bed in her small apartment. Her icy eyes were dull as she stared up at the blank ceiling.

"You've lived this time without knowing this." Korosensei's words bounced around her head. He surly didn't mean her whole terrible life, could he of been talking about her time in class-E?

Kaji shook her head, just wishing she could get rid of these terrible thoughts. She didn't want to think of it anymore. Kaji drew a quick breath before she felt her body relax. Kaji felt her eyelids grow heavy before she finally gave in. She might as well try to get some sort of sleep.