This isn't the next chapter of the book but I just wanted to leave you guys with a little poem. I've been having a really shitty day and crying. Then watching TLC: Crazy Sexy Cool I've been crying a little more cuz some of the movie was a little close to home. So here y'all go:
T-Boz, Left Eye, Chilli
For them the road was not easy
With labels playing their games
And having the personal lives from hell
But I wanna thank them
Thank them for seeing the brighter side
Even when it seemed there wasn't one
'Specially Tionne
I got family living not even 10 miles from me
She's at the age of 10 or 11
The same illness as T
Knowing that those who are sick
And don't actually have that long to live hurts
Knowing that some of their dreams may never come true hurts
But when I see people like T beating the odds at everything
Makes me believe that my cousin can beat those same odds
My love for Chilli
Is the love I have for all woman
If anyone were to say
"She's a selfish bitch for giving up her first child for her career."
I'd slap them
Because they don't see the regret behind those actions
They don't see she wanted that baby more than anything
And Lisa
I love that girl simply because she's crazy
She been through shit
She's had her fit
But made sure to get back to her central place
A happy place
Before going home where she belongs
... Lisa, Rozonda and Tionne
I love the Crazy, Sexy, Cool group
I hate when people say that you are selfish for having an abortion. Now I'm not going to say whether abortion is right or wrong 'cause I've had that conversation many times and still don't know the answer. For some women who've gone through it like Nic and Rozonda, they saw it as wrong. But others who felt they did the right thing. I can't judge because I don't know what is going through their heads or their home situations. I also hate when adults judge all teen girls when buying a pregnancy test. For all they know the girl was raped. Because of all that I have said, I wish that I could always be a sweet naive child. Sadly that's not gonna happen but I can still make sure to remember the values I learned and was taught as a child. As I go off to my first year of college next year, I want to remain the same.
Children should be taught how to think not what to think. - Margaret Mead
The Golden Rule: Treat others the way you want to be treated.
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