You are a normal girl with a big heart who is always nice and don't have any enemies. Everybody loves you, well so you thought. What happens when your mom and dad tell you that you're getting married? What happens when you find out it's the girl who...
"hey Mani how would you like to reschedule our date for another time" I say walking into our bedroom to see her on the laptop "we're not rescheduling our date for your friends" I shrug "well it was worth a try" I say sitting down next to her and getting on my phone.
As I was going through my social medias I see that I have a text message from a unknown number, I instantly tap on
Hey Y/n can we meet up? it's Camila
A gasp leaves my mouth as I stare at the text this can't be true
Me: is it really you?
Mila: yes it's me
Mila:
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Me: OMG it's really you, Camila where are you
Mila: at the park down the street from the school
Me: omw
Mila: don't tell no one we meeting up please
I got out of bed "I'll be back going to the store" I say "bring me something back" she says as I walk out the room and out the house to my car.
Once I made it to the park I looked around just to see no one "where is she" I asked myself walking to a picnic table and sitting down, after about two minutes someone taps my shoulder I look to see camila "um hey" she says giving me a small smile.
I stood up and pulled her into a hug she instantly wrap her arms around me "I missed you" I say tears coming out of my eyes wetting her shirt, she held me tighter "I miss you too" she says sitting us down, after about a minute or so I finally collected myself pulling away "sorry"
"no it's OK" Camila says running her fingers through her hair "I'm sorry Y/n for leaving" she finally says looking down "why did you leave?" I ask making her sigh
"I-i left because nobody wants me, nobody cares about me.... I knew that I didn't have no chance with you, so I wanted to leave.....I wanted to get away from you, I know I'm supposed to be happy for you but I just couldn't be happy, I didn't want you to be happy with Normani I wanted you to be happy with me" she pauses looking down at her hands "I know nobody cares about me not even you c-"
"wait hold up...... You sit here and tell me that nobody wants you, but I don't understand where you coming from by that" she sighs
"I don't see where I became nobody, I mean in my eyes I'm somebody, in my eyes I'm somebody important and my opinion matters but I am pretty stupid, but I'm definitely not nobody" she says looking up at me
"so when you tell me nobody wants you that hurts, cause I don't see how you can say that, when there's someone fighting for you every day right in front of you because they care about you......so if you can't hear me when I tell you that you matter maybe now you would hear me"
She watches me biting her lip, "I am not no one so do not say nobody wants you I want you and I fight for you every day, I think about you everyday, I wonder how you're doing because I- I can't be with you all the time!"
I raised my voice a little tears was starting to build up in my eyes "but that doesn't me I'm nobody cause I care and you know the person that says nobody cares about them is usually the person that has the most people caring about them"
I pause "so...yeah that's the person I've been fighting for, the person that says nobody cares about them when someone does, and you know I'm cool with that, but there is a line that when you cross it, you know that...that really hurts....... You told me nobody wanted you, OK we get that but then you have the nerve to tell me there's no such thing as happiness or love. Right there I know that is a lie you tell me happiness and love is a lie!, and that its all just fairy tales and stories and it's a lie like all of that!.....right now you're lying to me when you say that because I know happiness! I know love, you know it too but you're to blind to see it!"
Tears fell down her face same as mine, she opens her mouth then close it "OK does it sound like I'm being really harsh right?, yeah that's called tough love LOVE get it through your head that it is real and it's right in front of you... Ya know I smile were every day and if you really know me you might find that really hypocritical but I smile every day because I find something to be happy about EVERYDAY!... Even when it's the worst day on earth somebody makes me smile even if it don't has any relation to me, you know why?, I recognize happiness I understand it, I cherish it I believe in it but something happened along the way and you know longer see it's possibility,......you say it's a lie like fairytales, fairy tales are not lies they're supposed to inspire you you know, you look at this character you see them going through this situation that seems almost totally impossible you know no human could ever get through that but you see them persevere! You see them go through this and you see then holding their heads high even when they fall they get back up!, and then you see the end, something you know there's good that comes out of what they just went through, they're supposed to tell you that you should just keep going cause there are good moments that happened, and no matter who you are you're going to have a good moment in your life,.....so don't close the book before you've even gotten to the climax so don't tell me there are no happy endings because you're not God you cannot read the end of your book you can't read the last page you can't. But if you decide to close that book and if you do stop writing it, I will pick your book up in hand with mine and I will write yours and mine at the same time, and I will think about closing mine about closing mine about closing them both because it hard to write to books at once but guess what LIFE IS HARD!,
Writing your book of life is going to be difficult, and if I am sitting here willing to pick up your book of life and write even after you're done with it.... Then by god you had best better open your eyes, only a blind person doesn't see what's in front of them an if you can't see that there is somebody so willing to do anything you because they CARE about you and are HAPPY and they want you to be happy!, and they LOVE you......I just....cause here's the thing there are happy endings I've seen them there is love because I have seen it I felt it and I've experienced it, and part of LOVE and part of HAPPINESS is PAIN, because if you experience pain when you're happy you know you're happy!, when you're in love you know you're in love, you KNOW don't tell me its a lie don't try to bring me down with you because I am not bringing-, I am not bringing myself down and I am not going to let you bring your self down either!, I will pick you up and I will carry you SO help me! Even after you're dead, I will fight for you! I will fight for your memory because guess what? everything you do is etched in time you can't get rid of it so ending your life ending your book is not worth it, so don't say you're not wanted when somebody wants you......cause that's what you'll get"
I finished with a sniff "I'm so sorry Y/n I'm so so so sorry" she says hugging a me tighter than ever "you're so right....I'm not leaving again I promise"
