Apocalypse Within The System [OM&M, AA, BMTH, PTV]

Thirteen

Blake's POV

"Sounds like you guys would have great angry sex," Rachelle pointed out after I finished ranting to her about what's been happening between Alan and I. "But in all honesty, Alan is great and he's just being a dick because he likes you."

I nodded. "He seems so nice to everyone else, but then when he talks to me, he's just the bully I knew in high school."

"Well, I'll talk some sense into him, alright?"

I smiled. "Alright. Thank you... for everything. It's really great to actually see a girl again because I felt like I was starting to mutate into a boy from all of that exposure," I joked.

She chuckled. "You're weird. I like it." We finally approached the cabin again and we made our way inside to see everyone sitting in the living room, either falling asleep, playing cards, or smoking a blunt.

I sat on the couch, feeling a bit awkward because I felt like a bit of an outcast. I wished that I wasn't so antisocial because then I could've met all of these people years ago.

I felt Alan tug on my sleeve and soon I was dragged into a bedroom. Alan closed and locked the door behind him.

"Why do you always do that? Is it like, impossible to have a conversation with me when there's people around?" I asked, slightly agitated.

Suddenly he pushed he against the wall and his lips brushed mine. When he did this, part of me wanted to leave, while the other part of me wanted more. The part that wanted more was kind of winning right now.

"Look, we really need to-"

"I don't want to talk, Ashby," I murmured, pulling his lips onto mine. He suddenly bit my lip, begging for entrance, which I gladly allowed. Our tongues fought for dominance until he took his lips off of mine and started trailing them down to my neck.

He grabbed my legs and threw me onto the bed. He hovered over me, sucking lightly on my neck until he found my sensitive spot. I let own a small moan as his fingers slid under my shirt. There were no questions, we were going to do this.

When we were done, I didn't fall asleep. I wasn't tired, and my mind was wide awake. What I had just done was horrible. I was a terrible human being, who would do anything to forget about the pain of the loss of their loved one.

I needed this. What I had done with Alan was needed and craved for, for a very long time.

"You awake too?" Alan whispered.

I turned to face him. "Yep," I answered.

"Does this mean we um... don't hate each other anymore?" He asked, looking slightly hopeful, but also a bit worried.

"Well, you're still a jerk and I pro-"

He lips landed on mine, stopping me from what I was going to joke about. "That's enough. I know I'm a jerk and you're still annoying, so this won't change anything... at least to everyone else. They don't need to know."

"Ooh... keeping secrets, are we?" I smirked a bit, causing Alan to chuckle.

"We'll see."

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"What did I say? Angry sex was obviously going to happen. Now where's my five bucks?" Rachelle said, proudly. She held out her hand and Oli sighed before passing her a five dollar bill.

The blush was prominent on my face. "How did you know?"

"Honey, these walls are paper thin. We could hear you from a mile away," Rachelle answered with a smirk. "Oli might've hidden in the bathroom for a few minutes during your little exploration as well," she teased.

"At least now you know who's been using your hand lotion," Oli teased back. I threw up in my mouth a little.

"So... are you guys finally a thing?" Ben asked.

Just then, Alan emerged from the hall. "I don't know what you're talking about, Ben. What you heard was only a one night stand to relieve a little stress. You should try it sometime," he smirked before making his way into the kitchen. Only a one night stand? What was that supposed to mean?

I went into the kitchen to see him drinking from a can of beer. "A one night stand?" I murmured.

"What's wrong, honey? You disappointed that it's over?" He smirked before leaving the kitchen. Leaving me all alone, like I always was and always will be. No one ever cared enough to stay by my side.

I slid onto the floor, picking at the hem of my jeans while trying not to cry. What the hell was wrong with that guy? First, he'll act all cutely, and then he'll go and act like a douche again.

"Why did you sleep with him, Blake?" Oli asked, sounding disappointed as he came into the kitchen and sat beside me on the floor.

"I'm so lonely, Oli. Without Mike, I don't know what to do anymore. What I did was wrong, but what was I supposed to do? I can't tell Alan how I feel because I'll make a complete fool out of myself. I thought last night would change things... possibly make things better. All I got was sex and eternal embarrassment."

"I mean, I don't see anything wrong with the sex part. Unless it was bad sex. Alan seems like the type of person to cum first so bad sex is a possibility," Oli joked, winking at me.

I laughed. "Do you think Alan's period will ever end?" I asked, sounding desperate as I leaned my head on the cupboard.

"I think Alan is stupid to leave a beautiful girl like you. He's obviously too blind to see that all he needs is right in front of him and all he has to do is apologize and take a Midol."

I looked into Oli's eyes, seeing the genuine truth behind them. I had never really realized how beautiful this boy was until now. His eyes practically sparkled in the light. I gave him a hug. "Thank you, Oli. Honestly, without you to help me through this, I don't kind what I would do."

I sighed, putting his arm around me. Our faces were extremely close, but neither of us moved. "I think we have to go to the hospital for another blood transfusion," he murmured.

I nodded as we made our way back to everyone.

"Blake, Oli, get your things because we're relocating," Rachelle said.