Jessica
We kissed.
Not one kiss.
Not a passionate kiss.
But a kiss.
"Jessica." Sara moans quietly as I begin grinding on top of her, throwing her head back and giving me a perfect view of her olive tan neck, I gladly begin kissing.
She lays down and I am soon laying on top, running by hands through her hair.
"Sara," I whisper moan. "This is right."
I begin to fumble for her zipper to her pants, when she sits up.
"What is it?" I ask, panting.
"We have to wait." She whispers.
I chuckle. "Why? Because we aren't lesbians?"
She shakes her head. "No. Because your husband just left you and you're vulnerable."
I shake my head. "No. No. No, Sara that's not why I'm doing this. I think I really like you."
She chuckles, standing up and brushing her clothes down. "No, you don't Jessica. You don't like me. It's you don't like being alone. I'm sorry we did this."
When she stands up and walks to her room, I don't know why but I felt nauseated. I had been growing away from my family for years before I even knew Sara. I had been interested in her since the beginning. I don't even think she knows I'm bisexual.
My throat grows thick and I feel tears welling up as I run out of her trailer and into the outside, crying.
I've lost so much in the past couple of days. She was worth it. But she left too.
Why? Why is life like this?
I lean my back on her trailer, and I sink to my knees as I begin to cry harder than I had before, wrapping my arms around myself.
The only comfort I had.
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