Sara
I'm not going back to her.
Yep.
You heard me.
That long speech she had, about how she loved me, and it was all her fault?
Very meaningful.
That doesn't take apart from the fact that she ripped apart my heart that she knew was already bruised by many, many others.
I'm done. I'm just done with her. I'm done with Shonda, telling me what to do and how to act. Telling me to makeup with Jessica because MY love life was affecting HER work?
I'm fed up. I'm done.
So, I left. Season twelve, episode twenty two. My last episode.
I'm done.
I cannot go to work and face those blue eyes and that blonde hair, pretending to be the one who was hurt.
I'm not getting back with somebody who hurt me so badly.
So, I left. I left Greys and I left her.
That night? She held me and I wept. Then, I got in my car and drove. I just drove forever. I was thinking. Do I want to be with this woman? Of course I do. Do I want to get hurt again? If anyone ever hurts me again, I honestly won't get over it. Had she hurt me before? Yes. Yes she did.
I can't risk it anymore.
Now, I do work for the LBGTQ homeless teens. I don't know what Jessica is doing, so don't ask me.
My trailer isn't at the Grey's set anymore. My stuff isn't on the staff snack table and my purse no longer lays in the locker for the cast. I'm completely done. I'm completely gone.
I'm not doing it again. I can't do it again.
But man, do I miss her.
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