CAPIREZ - FanFiction

Chapter twenty six

AN.
Hey honeys. I know that I am a terrible author and an even worse updater. I'm going to be honest with you guys. I moved this year, and I've been very lonely. I've been trying to make new friends, and I've had to deal with losing old ones. These past couple of months in particular have really gotten to me. So please be patient. I'm really trying.
AND
On a lighter note, I have been writing Calzona Fan Fics on Wattpad for over a year now!
I've published them, go check them out and then comment on here which one I should update next.
I love you, babies.
Thank you for being supportive.

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Jessica

"Cut!!"
The not so enduring voice screams at me. "What on earth are you doing?" Kevin McKidd shouts. He was directing this episode. I guess I got caught in another stare.
"Crap," I whisper under my breath. "Kev, I'm sorry. I've been really distracted lately and I just -"
"Yes, Jess. Distracted. Distracted. Sure. You don't know any lines. That isn't 'distracted'. Jess, this is laziness! You're botching your career because you're not trying hard enough. Sometimes, you have to suck it up! You have to realize that where you are isn't taking you anywhere. You have to stop whining and get to living!!"
Stunned my his sudden outburst, I apologize. "Kevin... I'm sorry. You're right. I'm going to try harder --"
"I know I'm right." He says, walking away. "You have a four day suspension. Find yourself. You can't be Arizona without knowing who Jessica is." He shouts as he leaves, with his back to me.
He was right. Sara left. She's gone.
I screwed up too many times. I shouldn't expect her to keep forgiving me. I did unforgivable things.
I can't make anything up any more.
It's all gone now.
And I need to move on. 
I roll my shoulders back, stiffen my posture, and grab my purse.
It's time for a change.