"Hey Harry, it's been a week since you left, and you haven't replied, unfortunatly. I know you are reading my messages and i know you are mad but i don't care. I just want to know if you are ok. I miss you" I sent Harry another voice mail, i sent one everyone morning and every night, he didn't reply though, but it feels like i'm closer to him if i send him messages, i don't know why.
"Pixie, Ross is here" My mum yelled from downstairs "Send him up" i yelled back as i quickly clicked off mine and Harry's old messages "Hey baby" I remember Harry always calling me baby. Stop Pixie! you have to get over Harry overwise you and Ross will never work out "Hey" i smiled and gave him a kiss on the cheek "So what do you want to do today, well, we are going to the beach, a nice day like this can't be wasted" he smiled as he took my hand and walked me downstairs
"Where are you two going then" My mum said as she folded her arms "To the beach" i said "Don't worry ma'am i'll take good care of her" Ross smiled to her "Ok, don't be to long" she smiled "We won't ok bye" i said "OK sweetie i love you stay safe" she smiled "Will do"
The drive would take about 10 minutes which is cool, i could spend ten minutes in a car with Ross "So what are we going to do at the beach" i said "Relax" Ross said as he turned on the radio Still into you by paramore came on, great, that will get my mind off Harry, although i love the song, but at this monent, not so much "I love this song" Ross said as he started to sing along with it causing me to laugh because he was such a bad singer I remember when Harry sang to me, he had the voice of an angel "We're here"
We got a place right next the sea, it looked so beautiful the sun caused the sea to shine and there was hardly any people here with meant it was quiet and relaxing "So proms in a few months" Ross said nervously I hope he asks me to go with him, i really don't want to go on my own and besides Ross is the only friend i have "Yeah, i don't have a date" i said quickly giving him a hint that i want to go with him, but i would rather go with Harry but i can't "Would you l-like to g-go with m-me" Ross asked nervously "I'd love to" i smiled Ross let out a sigh of a relief, did he really thing that i would say no, i don't want to go to prom with out a date, i wasn't using Ross or anything, but hes the only person i like at my school, so yh i would love to go prom with him, but what i really wanted is to go prom with Harry but he left with me "Great um i should take you home baby, its getting late" he said as he got up
I followed Ross to the car, he opened the door for me just like Harry always used to "I can't wait to go prom with you" I smiled "Pixie, i think i love you" He said quietly, but loud enough so i could hear him My heart froze, i couldn't believe what i had just heard, what do i say "I love you to" i lied, but i thought it was my only escape from Harry "Thank god, i thought it was going to be so awkward and that you was going to say i only want to be friends because you and Harry have only come out of a relationship" Ross said I didn't reply, i only smiled
"Ok baby, i'll see you soon" He said as he gave me a long kiss on the lips "I love you" he smiled as he walked to the car "I love you to" i might as well play the part, i've already said i love him soo..
"Hey Harry, today was um good, i was with Ross. He's my only friend, well acctaully i think we are more than that now, i don't want to be, i want you Harry, i know you think getting away from me is good for me and you, but its not Harry, i'm slowly drifting into reality without you, but i don't want to. Being with you made me feel like i was in a fairy tale. I'm going prom with Ross, i didn't have a choice, i don't want to go on my own, but it wouldn't be much different, i feel so lonely ever since you left, even when i'm with Ross, i feel alone, i guess its because i just really miss you"
