-Sunday morning-
"Harry, don't, please just don't come over now, not now, later" i said to Harry on the phone He kepy demanding that he is coming to my house to explain his love for me, i can't let him do that because then i will forgive him without thinking and he will just break my heard again "I'm coming now" Harry said and instantly hung up before i could reply For god sake! Why does he always do that
"Hey" Harry said while he walked through the door causing me to jump "God Harry! knock" "Go to prom with me" Harry said in a mourning tone "What the hell Harry" "Listen Pix, i can't keep pretending that me and you are nothing, i know you love me Pixie, just be with me, i know you love me and i know you know that i love you, why can't things be the way they were" "Harry things have changed" "Like what" Harry said angrily "Harry, i'm not sure if you remember or not, but i do, Ross died, and every second of the day i think to myself that its all my fault and i keep beating myself up for it, i can't just drop everything thats happened and go back to normal" "Fuck sake Pixie! I'm trying to make you happy again, but i can't if your not my girl" "Harry just go" i said quietly
Harry left and i was stuck here wondering what i was going to do about prom and everything, i'm not even sure about my own life anymore, this pain, that i'm feeling is killing me and i can't do anything about it because it is my fault, everythings my fault
I need a friend, a best friend.
I decided to call Zayn and tell him to come over, i told him that i didn't want to be lonely and that i needed a friend, he obviously said yes and he's coming over in minutes.
*Sorry for the fill in chapter, more interesting dramatic stuff will be coming soon:) But seriously what is going on between Zayn and Pixie? Could something happen between them? But more importantly.. Harry and Pixie?*
