Strangers // walking dead \\

Chapter 15

I lay there next to him. I was still covered in blood. From the murdering spree. We all came together as one and we joined Rick in killing the walker horde.

The Alexandrians pulled togther and shown us all that they aren't just people that they are survivors.
Sadly we lost a few people and some went missing.
Like Joshy...
He was with Gabriel and Judith but no one knows where they are.
My own brother just is gone.

I lay with Carl all night and right slept on the chair beside him.

Maggie came in and woke us up. She gave me food and told me to go wash up and get changed.
I kissed Carl's head and left.

I walked to my house and got undresse I put the dirty clothes in the washing basket then got in the shower.

i just sat in the shower. thinking, what if he doesn't make it through. what i joshy is gone? tears fell down my cheeks.

i cried and cried. i stood up and clenched my teeth then i screamed and punched the wall.

after my shower i got out and had to bandage mt hand which i think is broken, its already bruised.

i go get dressed and put my hair up in a bun.

i put on carls jumper.

its too big for me but it makes me feel safe, shocking right a world full of death and the one thing that makes me feel safe is his stupid clothes.

i walk our the house and sit alone. i hear rick shout and i see farther gabriel there holding Judith i ran as fast as i could.

i look at them and then on the floor is joshy.

completely lifeless.

he just lay there, eyes closed. not breathing. i feel maggie pull me off him, i push her away.

"no!" i shrieked
"joshy!!" i fall to the ground and i pull him into my chest.

"what happened?" maggie asks.

"he was bite there was nothing i could do" he says, i grab a peice of wood off the floor and hit gabriel in the face.

he fell to the floor. he whipes the blood of his cheek and looks at me.

"s-sorry" he whimpers

i feel daryl pick me up.

"You asshole!" i scream at him on the floor.

"his dead because of you! you should of kept him safe!" i screamed and Daryl just hugged me.

i completely fall and i was screaming and couldn't breath, i felt myself get lightheaded and i fell down in Daryl arms. the rest was a blur.

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"Enid" I hear a whisper.
"Enid wake up" my eyes twitch I open them. 
I gave up at Carl's face.
Half covered in a bandage.
"Carl?" I whimper.
"Yeah it's me" he says.
I pull him down and he lays on top of me. I embrace his hug.

"I was so scared you'd never wake up" he whispered.
"Your the one who was out cold for like 2 days". I say.
"Enid... I woke up the say you collapsed you've been out for 3 days" he says. I pull away from him and I sit in shock.
"What? Seriously ?" I ask.
He nods.
"I'm sorry about Joshy" he teared up. I remember screaming and seeing Joshys body on the floor.
I cry softly and he hugs me once again. He wraps me in his arms.
"He's really dead?" I whine.
"Yeah I'm sorry" he says back.
I cry and he holds me.
"I'm sorry for before" I cry.
"It's fine in sorry for accusing you of it and causing you to leave... Never leave me again"

A day before the hoard.

"Ron please get off me" he shakes his head and tightens his grip. He kisses down my neck.
I resists and he pushes me to the ground.
One of his hand pinning both mine to the grass. The other on my stomach, his fingers caressing it.

"Mmm" he moans.
He then kisses my lips and I head butt him.
He falls back and I crab my tshirt.
His door opens and it's Carl.

"What the hell?" He shouts.
"She was all over me man? I'm not even into her anymore" rons say.
Carl tears up and runs away.
I kick Ron and he goes into the wall. I knocked him unconscious.
I realise then that Carl's never going to believe me.
I run back home get my bag and cross bow and I left I didn't want to go for good just for a few days.

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I kiss lips softly.
"I promise..."
Our lips connect again and he falls by my side in the bed and we carry on kissing. His tongue glazes my lip and I part then.
Our tongues danced in circles.

We both pull away and he says.
"I love you so much Enid"

I traced my fingers around his face and over his bandage,
"Your Perfect you know that?" He leans over ans kisses me once more before we cuddle up  and I fall deeply asleep in his arms.

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