sad and happy

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Hey guys so i have been having my ups and downs again sadly do i have been all happy and crap one day then wanting to die the next i don't know whats going on with me and it's driving me crazy i am still with my boyfriend angus but i feel like he deserves better then me i mean he is way better then me he is way out of my league and some how he loves me which is crazy to mw still him and my friends r the only ones keeping me alive he is everything to me and i think thats what is going on with me im scared of losing him i love him so so much and he knows that he knows everything about me and he knows what i am like and he knows me even better then maybe even my friends and myself but i feel like im failing as a girlfriend like i am nothing coz he has treated me better then anyone he acts like i am the most best thing to of happened to him and that i am the most beautiful thing he has seen but yea i have cried but only coz i am scared to lose the one thing i love the most but yea haha bye guys.

Love u my little demons xxx.

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