update on me

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Well hey guys i knoe u have not updated u in a long time but here we r lets just say that i am not my self anymore idk who i am i mean something is not right anymore and everything is getting harder to do like i can't even get up with out it being more of a struggle then it should be i am still with Angus and thats good but..... idk im just not happy really i dont sleep well anymore i feel like something is always watching and i just want to go back in time and go back to primary school because well i really miss it i think that maybe i might start drifting away from my groul at school its all to much everyone has so much shit and there is always drama and i am sick of it all its not fun anymore i don't want to be like this i dont want to feel like crying every fucking day i dont want to be scared to be on my own i just don't want any of it i just eant to get away but i can't there is no where to go anymore i want to leave on my own and just travel thats what i want to do for my life u want to make videos and go around the world u don't want to be at home anymore i don't want to be in school i hate it all its all to hard.
But thats whats been going on sorry if its depressing i just needed to vent and this is the best way to do it.
Love u my little demons xxxx

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