Me raven aka Zoe

bored and in bed

Ok so here i am in bed it is 11:18 and i am supposed to be sleeping haha but i am not tired at all so here i am haha ok so i am going good i guess i mean i have been having ups and downs but everyone does but everything is ok when i am around Angus (aka bf) like i love my friends and they make me happy to but they can't always keep my demons away but he can its like he is the onky thing protecting me its so weird haha like when ever he leaves my house i get so up set i hate him leaving i hate it i want him to stay over and cuddle me to sleep like i will go to sleep way more easily with him next to me and i know he falls asleep so much better around me like the amount of timea where he almost falls asleep on me and i almost fall asleep on him is not even funnt its just so weird and the say that when u look at the one u truly love in the eyes the black parts of your eyes dilate and well it happens when ever i look at him and it always happens when he is looking at me he just makes me smile so much all the tims and i know i write a lot about boys but if u don't like it don't read my book its that easy haha like he acts so cute all the time with the things he says the way he acts the things he does he just makes me so happy.

Anyway haha onto another subject tomorrow is halloween and i can not wait its my favorite time of the year even better then Christmas haha i know im crazy but i like creepy stuff hehe but yea so thats what's up u know other then the broof hehe sorry the broof was not a typo i ment to do that its an inside joke for my friends and i but yea im going to go good bye my little demons XXX.