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Ok so right now it is 11:33 at night and i am feeling like shit one i think im getting sick and it feels like everyone is against me i feel like my boyfriends family hate me which would not suprise me everyone does but its not fair anymore im so done that i can't be fucking perfect it feels like everything bad is happening to me but my brother (cameron) gets everything easy i love angus and we r still together but it still is hard last week was so bad its like everyone hated me that week other then gus gus but then this week the bitch strikes again and my boyfriends has a melt down it was scary.... and i don't know what to think about seeing him like that i really really love him and i know that he will never hurt me EVER but there is something saying he will hurt me and well i know he is reading this and im sorry u had to find out like this but.... i feel like i have to be careful with u and i feel like if i do something wrong then..... i don't know what this is why i hate my brian but yea...... in other words i feel like shit but what can u do huh.
Bye my little demons talk next time xxx love u guys

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