It's Complicated Loving A Jackass(boyxboy)

Chapter Eight

Chapter Eight

Kay POV

"I brought us a snack". I said hopefully as Sasha stepped out of his room.

"I'm not hungry". He spoke swiftly and his stomach growled not long after. I heard him call his stomach a trader and I couldn't help but chuckle a bit, and in return I was awarded with one of Sasha's flushing smiles before he caught himself and turned his head from me.

"It's cinnamon rolls", I cooed. "With maple croissants". He was a sucker for bread, so I knew no matter how hard he tried he couldn't resist.

"Well, maybe just a small bite". I smiled at that, at least it's a bit of progress. He sat down at the island counter top in front of me as I pulled out the sugary sweet snack. I grabbed two plates, two glasses, and filled them with milk. One with chocolate and the other with regular.

I watch as he slurped the chocolate milk with a satisfied expression, and I gladly watched in amusement as he licked his lips. I even watched as he bit into his cinnamon roll and moaned at the taste. Which was .... Sexy and I don't even feel the least bit of guilt for thinking and knowing that my Sasha-bear can be and is extremely sexy. He can be a sexy woman and he can be a sexy man.

Right now.... He was both. As weird as that sounds it was true. He had his hair pinned back and his beautiful face shimmered with his light powder makeup. He had his shirt off which gave away the impression that he was a man.... Well that and his Adam's apple. His bottom half was covered in a black pencil skirt that he decided to wear, considering the state of Michigan couldn't decide rather to be summer or fall. Oddly he topped his 'look' off with cream pumped heels. In this identity I think he just showed me the meaning of a true cross-dresser.

"You're staring". He sent me a look, but I continued my staring.

"Just fascinated".

"Just annoying".

"Admiring".

"Kay-"

"I think it's safe to say that it's captain to you". He smiled .......god he smiled something that I haven't seen in a long time along with the sound of his cute giggles.

"You're right Captain Kay, I sincerely apologize". He let his hand reach his heart and I grinned at that before I walked around the counter top to where he was sitting.

"I'm sorry Sasha. I should have never lied to you about Johnny and I still don't know why I did it-"

"I get it ok, you didn't want me or anyone else in your ear beating you down on your decision and I'm sad to say that, that's exactly what I did. Kay I'm sorry, I shouldn't have reacted the way I did it was completely uncalled for and I didn't mean to hurt you I was just.....". Sasha bit his lip before he sighed. "If being with Johnny makes you happy.... than you should be with him. It shouldn't matter what anyone else says or thinks. If he truly makes you smile like I've never seen you smile before than you should take that leap of faith. I support you Kay". He sent me a quick smile but it didn't quite reach his eyes. "Beside I hate fighting with you so... what I guess I'm trying to say is.... I'm sorry".

"I hate fighting with you too Sasha-bear". He grinned at his nickname, and just like that all was as it should be.

"We really should discuss a better nickname than that". I chuckled before I kissed him on his cheek and I caught sight of a faint blush.