dear future self ; s.m

five

"SHAWN, PLEASE" I yell chasing after him.

"Nope. You're not getting it back until you give me my phone back!" Shawn snickers.

They took my journal because I took his phone, only because he took video of me singing and said he was going to post it everywhere.

And that's not going to happen.

So I took his phone to delete it and then straight afterwards he grabbed my journal on my nightstand.

He said he would read it if I didn't give him his phone.

But that's not gonna happen either.

He run's into my living room and I finally catch up with him and tackle Shawn to the ground.

"Okay, okay get off me, your heavyy" he whines.

"I like food okay?" I giggle and stand up.

"I was kidding, you're beautiful" he smiles. "Thank you." The tiniest bit of blush appears on my face as I smile.

"Alright you two love birds, I'm here too and I don't feel like being a third wheel" Zac rolls his eyes.

Shawn hands me back my journal and I hand him back his phone. That's when I remember.

I didn't delete the video.

Shawn looks down at his phone, I assume to see if I deleted the video. When he realizes I didn't delete it, he looks at me and smirks.

"Don't you dare" I say while looking at Zac, who's looking over Shawn's shoulder.

Shawn looks back down towards the phone and taps something. I immediately jump towards him knowing what he had just done.

He jumps back as I snatch his phone from him.

"Too late" he smirks.

I look down at his phone and see the video posted on his vine account, captioned, "My bestfriend is on fireee, isn't she amazing?😍😉 love you loads @/trisparker"

I look back up and see the two snickering at me and what they've done.

"Your kidding me right?" I say, getting really aggravated.

"Look at the views though" he says.

I look at the views, 50k, yes Shawn has gained a tone more followers.

"Woah" I say in awe. "Now scroll through the comments" Zac says, and I do so.

@mendeslover: She's so good! And definitely lucky to be friends with you😉❤️

@shawnsmuffin: woah, how come she hasn't posted a video before on here? She'll go far.

@crazyformendes: I'll be the first to buy her album💁🏼

"This is insane" I say taken back by all of the people who enjoyed my singing,

Honestly, he just posted the video and it already has tones of nice replies.

"I know right, and the good thing is now you have a chance to get over your stage fright!" He exclaims.

I laugh at his comment, but his face remains the same.

"You're joking right? This is one stupid video. It means nothing" I scoff. He can't possibly believe that I'm going to go out and venture into the singing career?