What Is Love?

Chapter 17

Adrianna in the mm.

~Nia P.O.V~
Lucas started kissing on my neck and it felt so good.

"Lucas"

"Hm?" He said still sucking on my neck.

"St-opp" I said trying to push him up off of me.

"Why I gotta stop?" He asked laying beside me.

"Because I'm not ready to be doing all that. I know what it's gonna lead to"

He didn't say anything else but get on his phone. I don't care if he mad because I'm not giving none of this up. So he better chill out.

"I'll be back later" He said getting up and kissing me on the cheek.

~Lucas P.O.V~
I know Nia thinking that I'm trying to fuck her but the truth is I'm not. Whenever she ready then we can. Even if it takes years because I'm not gone pressure her into doing it.

Adrianna had texted me and asked me if I wanted to chill with her so I said yea.

It took me 20 minutes to get to her house. When I knocked on the door she opened it in some lil ass shorts with a t shirt. She let me in and we went to the living room.

"Where your clothes at?" I asked her sitting down on the couch.

"On my body" She said sitting next to me.

"Go put some clothes on"

"Nope it's my house so I get to where what I want"

"So what we finna do?"

"Whatever you wanna do" She said sitting in my lap.

"You gotta move"

"Nope" She said kissing on my neck and that's when I pushed her off.

"I gotta a girlfriend you can't be doing that. Look I gotta go" I said getting up.

I rushed out her house and drove back to the house. When I got there I went up to Nia room only to find her sleep. I got in the bed with her and layed down.

~Nia P.O.V~
When Lucas left I took a nap and when I woke up he was laying next to me. Right when I was about to kiss him I saw lipstick marks on his neck. I know that isn't mine because I haven't been kissing on his neck and I don't wear red lipstick.

"Lucas" I said tapping him.

"Huh?"

"Why you got red lipstick marks on you like somebody been kissing your neck?"

"My friend Adrianna"

"The girl who you was chilling with?"

"Yea but it's not nothing because I told her to stop"

"What you mean it wasn't nothing? She didn't know you had a girlfriend?"

"Nah I didn't have time to tell her"

"Lucas you was chilling with her for a whole day and you just left with her so get the fuck out my face with all that"

"Man you tripping" He said getting up and leaving.

He can leave and never come back because I'm not about to chase after him. Im like fuck how you feel right now that's been my mood lately. Fuck your feelings.

Im tired of being nice to people and they fuck me over. When you been through so much shit you just be like fuck this shit. If nobody don't wanna be down for you then put your middle finger up and say fuck Em.