What Is Love?

Chapter 47

Few weeks later...

~Nia P.O.V~
It's now December and everything has changed since the last couple of weeks. I work at this modeling agency where I  am a hair and makeup artist. It pays really good money and I enjoy working there.

Erica is dead because Jason told my dad everything that happened and he had some people to kill her. He also had a long talk with me about me getting my life together because I don't need to be living that life.

Quan tried coming back to me but I declined him. Me and Breyelle is not close how we use to be and understand why we not. It's my fault how our friendship went and I can't do nothing but respect how she feel.

After all these times of trying to commit suicide and I'm still here that's really a blessing. Maybe it's a reason that it never worked. I been through a lot and that's in the past. I learned to stop living in the past and look towards my future. 

My phone went off interrupting me from my thoughts. I picked it up and saw Lucas was calling me.

"Hello" I answered.

"What you doing?"

"About to get off work"

"Come over my house when you get off"

"Ok" I said as we hugged up.

I wondered what he needed me for. After I gathered my stuff and told everybody goodbye I went to my car. I listened to music the whole way to Lucas house.

Once I got to Lucas house he opened the door and let me in.

"Where Neveah?" I asked as we went into his living room and sat down on the couch.

"She sleep"

"Oh ok. What you needed me for?" I asked turning to look at him.

"Well I see you have been changing back to yourself and I'm just glad you still alive. You mean so much to me"

"You mean so much to me too"

"It's something I been meaning to tell you for a long time"

"Ok, what is it?"

"I have a two year old son"

"W-what?"

"Before I met you I was messing around with this girl but we never was in a relationship.I found out she was pregnant with my child like three months ago. He is two years old too"

I didn't say anything else but went to Neveah room to get her. She was sleep so I picked her up without waking her up and put her stuff on.

"Just let me explain" Lucas said as I was making my way to my car.

I strapped Neveah in without saying nothing to him. There was actually nothing to say.

"Nia" He said grabbing my arm as I was about to open my door.

"What?"

"Let me explain"

"There's nothing to explain because you hid this from me. That's not right at all and you know that. You really think I'm just suppose to be okay with that?"

"No bu-"

"So there is nothing to explain" I said cutting him off and getting in my car. I drove off without worrying about what he had to say.

I know we not together but he still could have told me.

It hurts really bad because I wanted to be the one to have all his kids. It's like when stuff starts to go good then some always come up.