Say you love me (Old Version) Being renewed

I don't like to be played

The moment we came home I went upstairs into our room. I took my earrings and slipped out my finger rings and bracelet. I walked toward the vanity to place them back in their boxes and moved my hair behind my back as I walked toward the mirror, turning around as I looked behind my shoulders to take the dress off.

My eyes caught Devil entering the room and I hesitate to ask him to help me with my dress as I tried again but failed. He removed his tie and glanced up at me. I sighed in defeat, asking him to help me with the dress. "Can you help me take it off?"

I asked as I turned around and lifted my hair up, his hands touching my neck as he zipped down the dress, his fingers trailing down my skin as he did that. I breathed shakily, my eyes closing briefly as he caressed my skin up and down, my dress long unzipped.

I trembled slightly when he kissed my neck, I wanted. I wanted it and I hated it. "I'm not in the mood." I lied to him as I stepped away from him and headed toward the closet, taking it off as I hung it. I need to remember to take it to the dry cleaning. I didn't want to ruin it if I washed it myself.

I walked out of the closet and headed toward the vanity to grab my hair tie, putting my hair up in a messy bun. "Why do you have to lie? Your body was literally craving my touch. Why are you denying me?" He asked me not understanding why I was fighting the bond.

"Look, I'm just not in the mood okay? If you can't accept that I don't even know why we're even doing this. I don't want you touching me all the damn time. It's that hard to understand?" I told him frustrated, shaking my head and raising my shoulders.

"Touching you all the time? I barely touch you because you do this, you come with excuses and distance yourself from me. If you don't want this tell me so we can finish this bond once and for all. Why try if you won't try? We've been doing this for over two years. I'm the one now done trying. We'll go our separate ways and done." He did washing hands motion and shrugged with a scoff.

I pinned my lips together, "You're right, thank God you finally got my memo. Let's finish it once and for all, who needs this stupid bond anyways." I blurted out frustrated and he threw me an incredulous look as he scoffed, his tongue licking his lips as he shook his head, diving his fingers through his hair.

He turned around and punched the wall, the sound of the concrete could be heard as they crushed on the floor. My body jumped with a gasp, not expecting that to happen. He turned around as he pointed at the hole in the wall, jaw clenched. "I punched the wall instead, because if I didn't, that hole would have been you." He turned his fingers to me as he spat out, "And the ugly truth of all this is that I wouldn't have feel one ounce of guilt."

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean for it to come out like that." I spoke shakily, taking deep breaths in between as I stared at him with unshed tears in my eyes. I really didn't mean to blurt it out, I was just frustrated and my loose tongue just couldn't stay still.

"Oh, so how did you mean it?" He spoke sarcastically, "Because no matter what way it would have come out, you wouldn't have liked it if I was the one saying that to you and I hate it!" He put emphasis on the hate it, his eyes staring at me angrily. "I know it came out wrong and I'm sorry, I can't say anything else but how sorry I am." He shook his head with a scoff and turned around, yanking the door open and slammed it shot on his way out

My body jumped at that, knowing that I'll be sleeping alone tonight.

I woke up in the middle of the night, not being able to sleep anymore. I sighed, pulling the sheets off of me as I got out of the bed and headed toward the balcony. I slid the door open and stepped outside, brushing my arms up and down.

I sighed, closing the door behind me as I walked toward the railing. I placed my hands on the surface, my head tilting up as I took a deep breath. Sweet love, sweet love trapped in your love. I've opened up, unsure I can trust, my heart and I were buried in dust. Free me, free us. I closed my eyes, my legs flexibly finding their way on the hard surface, my toes stepping perfectly on the hard surface, my body dancing around the wind as we became one.