Say you love me (Old Version) Being renewed

Trouble In Paradise still?

12} A few weeks later,

I was scared, what Devil told me still in my mind. I never thought about not being able to get pregnant afterwards due to using those birth controls. For my selfishness I could never get pregnant and it scares me, I don't want Devil to be angry at me. I never realized the consequences using those birth controls could bring me.

These are from the human world, I heard about it and bought it, using it before we mated. When I didn't get pregnant I continued to use it, even though I kept my distance from him we still had sex here and there.

Taking advantage that Devil had paper works, I told him that I was going to help with the kids like I usually do but I was going to the doctor to see if everything was okay. I was reading a magazine when they called my name, some of the pack members who were there also looking at me concern.

Maybe I should have made a private consult, now they'll talk around saying I'm probably sick or something. Even pregnant. I never come to the doctor's office, he is the one that goes to our room to check mostly me, Devil never gets sick.

I stood up and walked toward the nurse, heading to the doctor's office. "Luna, how may I help you? I could always come by, you don't have to sit and wait." The doctor said the moment I came in.

I shook my head, "I'm just a normal wolf, just because I'm a Luna doesn't mean I need to go first before anyone or have privileges." He smiled to me at that, I sighed, "I came here because...." I took a deep breath.

"I've been taking birth control pills." The doctor widened his eyes at that, "I've had a problem....and I wanted to know if I could still have children." I asked the doctor hesistatedly, "But I don't want Dervick to know that I was here, whatever happens in here whether bad or good I shall tell him on my own."

"I totally understand Luna. Come to sit on the bed and lay down please." The doctor told me and I did what he said, sitting down on the bed and pushed myself back, turning around to lie down.

"Lift your shirt please." I did what I was told and arched my back to lift my shirt, the doctor sitting down as he strolled the stool toward me. He placed a warm gel on my lower abdomen, moving it around to see my eggs.

"Is something wrong?" I asked confused, "I'm not good with these things but my eggs aren't supposed to be in the middle." I told the doctor as I raised my upper body up, turning to look at him.

"You might wanna take a look at this." He told me pointing to the machine and I knitted my eyebrows, snapping my head to the front. "Congratulations, you're pregnant."

My eyes bulged at that, this was clearly not part of the plan. I came to see if my eggs were okay and found out that there was a baby cooking up in there for a few days already.

"You're actually pregnant, we don't know how far along you are but the machine gave approximately, two week pregnant, almost three." What? I went to the hospital in New York and they only told me about the pills.

If I was almost three weeks pregnant that means I was pregnant before we even went to New York. I was pregnant all along. I was taking those birth controls while pregnant.

The guilt strike again, the feeling of hurting the baby bothered my mind. What if the baby has problems later on or I have a miscarriage? I couldn't live with that. My phone buzzed in my pockets, but I was in too much shock to answer it.

"Is the baby okay?" I turned to ask the doctor, "I didn't know I was pregnant, I haven't feel anything." I told the doctor with confusion written all over my face. He turned around to face the screen, moving the transducer around.