So now I sit and wait
It is not just my thoughts that I am left with but this
Dark
Curling creature sitting beside me
Uttering my deepest secrets.
Here I sit and wait, for my time
For the right time
How will I know? It is too dark.
A light in the hall
Voices in my ear
Screaming next door
This is not what I wanted.
Death, death, death is what I wanted.
Do you think this is helping?
How can I be saved when the people here are worse than me
Damaged,
Deranged, and crazed?
Please, just get me out
I am frozen enough.