I miss you (maybe too much)

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*the next morning*

A: how is Ethan?

G: he's fine just a lil grumpy that's all

A: okay..is he mad at me?

G: i don't think so

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I can't be mad at Ethan. Especially after what happened last night...i don't know what is there between us but whatever it is, it gets out of hand and i will stop it.

I'm gonna call him.

"Hey" thank god he picked it up

"Hi how are you?" I rushed my words, eager to know how he feels

"Wait are you talking to me now?"
He wasn't being ironic, maybe a little confused but way more relieved

"I'm always gonna talk to you whether i like it or not..you know too much about me" he let out small giggles

"to be honest i was expecting you to stop talking to me after what happened yesterday" the truth escaped my mouth

"No, no it's fine..i challenged you even though i know how you react to pretty much everything" a stupid smile creeped on my face

"So how do you feel now that we won't have to go to school for the holidays?"

"I feel better cause no one has to see me with a broken finger" it's really not that much of a big deal but then again its my fault

"Aww you broke your little fiiingle? Does it hurt?" I mimicked a baby voice

"So baad" he pouted playfully

"Will it stop hurting if i kiss the pain away?"

"Yes pleaase" his voice sounded high pitched and i couldn't help but laugh

"Eth i gotta go talk to my mum but i'll call you later okay?" I remembered i gotta convince my mum to let me stay here instead of going to Australia for the holidays even though it's almost impossible

"Okay talk to you later" i made a smooch sound and ended the call.
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"Mum can we talk?" I walked over her bed, as she was watching tv

"Yeah talk to me i'm listening" yeah i'm sure about that

"I don't wanna go to Australia with you..i wanna stay here and spend the holidays with my friends" as soon as the words left my mouth she turned the tv off and tensed up

"What? Your father needs to see you! You haven't visited him for over a year now. There's no way you're not coming" she started yelling at me

"My father? The one who left us? If he wanted to see me he would visit and i don't get why you don't hate him one bit..i'm not going and that's final" i'm 17 now and i won't let her treat me like a child anymore

"Your father has paid for his mistakes..he's all alone there with no one to spend these days so i'm going and you can't stay here on your own"

so i'm the mean one while my mum is the good hearted ex that suddenly wants to spend her holidays with the guy that left her for another married woman years ago, without her even having a proper job to get me what i needed. Sounds logical.

"Find a way for me to stay here cause there's no way i'm coming to see him" a few tears were streaming down my neck out of pure anger without me realising it

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