Adopted by Ariana Grande?!

Read if u love me pt. 2

(A/N) sorry for doing this again but I felt the need.

A lot of guys commented about how ur here for me and I'm so happy :)

But I just want y'all to know:
-I'm failing Math and Science and I feel like dying
-I feel worthless
-I don't even know what I'm doing with my life anymore! I mean all I freaking do is Wattpad, Instagram, listen to music, and go to he-I mean school. I feel like I don't have a life and I'm some stupid worthless internet person that everyone thinks "needs to go to rehab"
-I know this is annoying but I'm sorry I don't have anyone to talk about my feelings with!
-I feel like I'm gonna die alone cuz all I do is go On my iPhone and not live life.
- but I mean I CANT do anything don't ask cuz yeah don't ask!
- I just feel like dying.
- I feel fat ugly and worthless
- I think I'm gonna grow up a lonely cat lady cuz no one will love me :"(
-everyone is pressuring my into: good grades (which I'm not getting by the way which makes everything worse), I feel like I have to be perfect, I have to look drop dead gorgeous >_> which I'm not... I'm barely past ugly...., ik I haven't had a "true bully" life where I get beat up at school and stuff but I mean.. This hurts me... So...
-the only reason I'm actually alive is because I told myself "one more day, it'll get better, just one more day." But you know what it hasn't gotten better! And it never will till I die or go to college or become famous or something! I don't even know why life is, all it is is depression, sadness, death, hurt, pain, sorrow, that's it!
-ik y'all say "ur so beautiful I'm jealous!" (U can see what I look like on my personal account @akasarahflower) but I'm not. Don't say a lie. I know I'm not beautiful, I know I'm fat (I weigh 130 lbs. and I'm 5'5-5'6) i hate my thighs I hate my stomach I just everything about myself!
-I don't have a "dream" of what I want to do. Some want to be swimmers singers actors. But I don't even know what I'm good at!!! Ugh... >_> life is too hard.
-I just need you ok?






Love,
The ugly and depressed,
Sarah