I slowly looked up, and saw the unknown person staring at me intensively.
" Angel, you ok? " He asked me worryingly.
" Ermm, I'm fine. Did you just call me Ang - "
" Jacey baby ! " I was so rudely interrupted by two screeching cats. Yupp, you guessed it. The school drama queens. Or should I say, the two b*tches that make my life a living hell ! Tia and Renai. Don't get me wrong, we don't completely hate each other. At one point we were even friends. Just the three of us. I used to be exactly like them, I know everything about them. That's why they hate me. The fact that I can tell when their hurting scares them. I stopped being friends with them when Kadeem, actually told me all the wrong things I was doing. That's when they snapped. They said I couldn't not be their friend, just because I know them like the back of my hand. Just because I can stand up to them. So when I left them, they grew a strong hatred towards me. They started to use all my insecurities against me. That's one of the reasons I'm like this. Pretending to be someone I'm not.
" Angel sweetheart, you alrite, you just started starring at Jace weirdly? " Tia asked me battering her fake eyelashes, which my I add were about to fall of.
I turned to look at Renai stroking Jace's cheek , smirking at me. And Jace? He stood there starring at me, giving me the same look he gave me when I bumped into him. He seemed completely oblivious to the 2 girls next to him.
" Lans, wats wrong?" I froze.
Only one person calls me that. The one person I haven't spoken to in a long time. I wanted to tell everything. About the pain, the hurting. Everything. But I couldn't, he wouldn't understand. I turned round sighing.
" Jeremiah, nothing wrong I just fell and got a bad cut. " I said smiling half heartedly.
I knew he knew I was lying, but he didn't say anything
" Te quiero. " He whispered while walking off.
They all keep saying that but I know they don't mean it. They would be happier with me gone. I can't leave though, cause then dad . . . No. I promised myself to never think about it again. I slowly turned back round to witch A and B.
" Firstly, to you I'm Alana. Secondly, I don't understand why your talking to me. And lastly keep your ugliness and clapped weaves away from me. " I said flashing then a quick smile
Before walking off I gave them a nasty screw, watching their baffled faces. I heard them cussing me in the distance but just kept walking.
* History *
I walked into history, and sat with my lot at the back. Yeah, we all had thesame classes.
" Yo sexy seniorita, were you been? " Jay Sean asked me.
I stared back at him with a blank expression. Another lie.
"Jay, don't call me 'sexy'."
" Ok, beautiful." He replied grinning.
I was getting angry. How could he keep lying to my face.
" Shut the f"ck up Jay. " I sneered, staring daggers at him.
" Sorry " he quickly murmured before looking away talking to Bri.
" Angel, what's wrong? " Kadeem whispered into my ears. His hot breath dancing on my ears.
" Nothings wrong, I'm fine " I said trying to ignore the stabbing pain in my heart.
This happened every time I lied. And breathed. And talked. I wonder what things would be like if mum had noticed. If she had stopped it before it continued. Its too late know, and the guilt is eating me alive.
" Angie, your lying to me." He said clearly hurt
" Kads, I will tell you. Just not know " I answered back slowly.
" That's what you've been saying the passed three years." He snapped, but not loud enough to here.
He turned around and faced away from me. I was shocked. Not only that he snapped at me but because he remembered. He still remembered all those times I promised to tell him. But I can't. He might be a companion, but he is my closest one. What would he think of me? I was so lost in my thoughts I didn't notice him walking towards my table.
I looked up just in time to see him and Kadeem doing a handshake. From the corner of my eye I saw Bri and Natasha staring at hi butt. OMG! I need to have a chat with these to pervs. Wait, they knew him ?!
" Angel, this is my man Jace. Jace, Angel " Kadeem said introducing us.
I raised my eyebrows.
" I believe we've met. And by the way, just cause Kads calls me Angel doesn't give you the right to do so. " I snapped looking away.
I suddenly felt everyone's eyes on me. They were shocked I could tell. I just couldn't help it, I had to take out my hatred on someone! For the rest of the lesson I stayed quiet, not speaking a word to anyone.
The rest of the day passed in a blur. Everyone tried talking to me, but I refused to speak a word. I felt Jace staring at me all day, which annoyed me to hell ! Tia and Renai were there, reminding me about how I'm ugly and not wanted. At least they're honest.
Immediately the bell rang I sprinted all the way home. The pain was getting worse every second. The only way it would die down is if I slept. And that what I seemed to be constantly doing.
As I walked into, my house I felt my phone vibrating but ignored it and quickly ran to my room. I took my phone out and stared at it. 15 missed calls from him. My phone suddenly started vibrating again.
Those 3 letters stair back at me. Pain immediately shot through my chest.
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