Yeah, me and Kadeem got to tutor late. It wasn't on purpose, its just the whoever walks with him ends up late some how.
" Alana. Kadeem. Care to explain why your late, again? " Mrs Gabbs asked in a bored tone.
Neither of us said anything. As always. Instead we walked to our table in the back of the room. I quickly turned round and mouth "sorry" to Mrs Gabbs. Its not her fault, I mean we're always late.
I sat in my normal seat in between, Brielle and Kadeem at the back of the room
" Lana why did you two take so long hmmmm ?" Jay Sean asked wiggling his eye brows like some next fool.
I was shocked he would even ask that. I slowly narrowed my eyes, and stared straight into his hazel eyes. He started to fidget in his seat, and I knew he felt uncomfortable. I wasn't the real me , but the fake me was just as good. As long as it was believe I guess.
" Wanna ask that again? " I asked smirking.
" Erm no, its fine. " He said fidgeting, not wanting to look into my eyes.
I felt my friends eyes on me , so quickly flashed each of them a smile to show I was just playing around. They soon caught on and continued with there converation.
Slyly I took a look at my friends. Brielle. I mean who wouldn't love this girl. She's got glowing almond skin accompanied by her electric green eyes. Her naturally afro curly brown hair flowed past her shoulders. Her body is amazing, at 5'4. She is St. Lucian. No wonder she beautiful.
Natasha on the other hand was a beauty in her own way. Half Irish half Jamaican, she is a rude girl not afraid to speak her mind. She has dark brown long hair. With the most intense brown eyes ever! That made it hard to lie to her face even though she's 5'6
Kadeem is just a natural light skinned full Nigerian boy. His brown eyes seem to carry a glint in them which really confuses me. He's got both he's ears pierced, even though I warned him not to. He had to face the beating his mum have him wen he got home. Let's just say he couldn't sit down for a good month.(6'2)
Jay Sean. The blessed boy. Born and raised in England by his parents. Originally from California. His swag? On point 24/7! Brown eyes, which he hides behind those hazel contacts he wears. Apparently it 'attracts the ladies'. His words not mine. He, like Kadeem' is also 6'2.
These lot were my companies. To everyone we were best friend, but to me the words 'best friends' never existed. Nothing really existed. Pain? Yeah that did. Hope? Never heard of it before. I wonder what it would be like if I was fully Alana, but with no faking. No tears, hurting, and pain. If I actually enjoyed life and I appreciated the people around me. Don't get me wrong, I'm not saying I dislike them. But I would be fine all on my own. Maybe just maybe I woul. . .
" Alan, Alan ? " Natasha said said waving her hands infront of my face.
" Hmm, what? Did you just call me Alan? You know that's a boys name right?" I asked her raising an eyebrow.
" Erm no I never called you that, anyway look who just walked in. " She said grinning like a some next pedo.
I rolled my eyes but still turned round to look at who everyone insisted I would like.
I'm not gonna lie, he was extremely attractive. From his ears to his flawless skin. But a boy like that wouldn't like are girl like me. Hell no! He deserves someone beautiful like Bri or Tasha. Heck my sister would be good for him! She may be 13 but she does look 15 with her long curly black hair, and her tomboy swag. I turned back round to my friends to see Bri and Tasha grinning up in my face.
" Yes? " I asked
" What do you mean 'yes?' Lana he's total perfect for you. 2 hotties made in heaven. I can see it know, my godchildren would be PENG! " Natasha said staring in to space.
She lied to me. How can she lie to me? We were ment to tell each other the truth. I know I'm ugly so how could she say that. I know I'm not as pretty as them. Heck, I've been told by my worst enemies I'm ugly. At least they're frickin honest! I felt the tears threatening to spill, so I tried to blink them back. I saw Kadeem and Jay Sean looking at me worryingly, and Natasha babbling away to herself. I heard her suddenly stop.
"Lana, wats wrong? " Natasha asked me looking worried.
"Nothing is f*cking wrong tasha, I'm perfectly fine! " I yelled back.
Luckily the bell had gone, and I stormed out of form.
Lies! All total and complete lie. The tears I promised I would never shed started spilling. My eyesight blurred, as I started running down the corrider. Turning a sharp corner I bummped into a hard chest. Hot tears continued to fall.
I had a feeling the lies weren't over just yet.
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Ermm, so Jasmin's (Alana's sister) pic isn't showing , so I put the like on the side
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