My breathing increased and . . . and he kissed me.
Kadeem. The person I've known my whole life, just kissed.
He pulled away and stared at me waiting for a reaction. But I couldn't say anything. To say I was shocked would be a massive understatement!
" I . . . Ummm . . . We- . . . I . . . " I stammered. I let out a long sigh.
" Kadeem what did you just do? " I asked barley in a whisper
" Angel, I couldn't help it. I've liked you for so long. So so so long. Everyone knew apart from you. I obviously had to make a move soon. I saw a chance and took it. Anyway, its not like you tried to f*ckin stop me " he said clearly getting angry.
" And its not like I encouraged you either, so don't try blame it on me. Did I know you were gonna try and kiss me if I followed you did I " I hissed.
" Whatever, like I said I saw a chance and I took it. I thought I liked you, but when I kissed you I realised it was just a stupid crush" he simply said before walking out and slamming the door.
I couldn't believe he actually said. My so called 'best friend'. I could feel my heart crumbling into a million razor sharp pieces. If only I could crumble as easily as them. I'm not going to lie, I did have feeling for Kadeem, and I just wanted him to tell me why he kissed me. So I could tell him my feeling, if he truly liked me. I guess I was wrong. I'm always f*cking wrong. I was wrong about my dad. I was VERY wrong about my last bo- . No I'm not going to think about them. They ment nothing. Still do. They used me, because I trusted them. I gave them the same trust I Kadeem, and they ruined it. Exactly like he just did.
Well guess what? I've had enough. Enough of people mistreating and misusing me. Why did I ever trust that pr*ck? How could I ?
Moments later I heard my bedroom door open and close.
" Lana you ok ? " Bri and Natasha asked me.
" Si muy bien, I'm fine " I said flashing them a smile.
" He told us " Bri said giving me a weak smile, before walking towards me on my bed.
" He's a d*ck head. I never thought he , of all people would do such a thing " Natasha said following Bri to my bed.
" I know, and to think I actually felt something for him " I whispered staring at my lap.
" You what?! " They yelled in unison.
" Yeah I did, I know stupid right " I said laughing.
And that's how we spent the rest of the night. With Bri and Natasha cussing Kadeem, and me pretending to be ok.
Well I would eventually be ok.
Wouldn't I ?
Kadeem's POV
I left her room not giving her a second glance. Slamming the door I let out I sigh. What have I done? She didn't do anything, so why did I get angry? Angry at her for doing nothing. Maybe that's just it. Everyone thought we both liked each other, so I guessed when I told her she would jump into my arms. Boy was I wrong. Actually, when was I ever right the first time round when it came to her?
I tried to quietly sneak into the sitting room without anyone noticing, but Jay Sean went and opened his big mouth.
" So, got what you wanted ? " He asked wiggling his eyebrows and smirking.
Did I mention he was FOB.
" Shut up man " I sneered sitting in the corner away from everyone.
" I told her. Everything. And when she didn't react the way I wanted her to, I snapped and now I think she hates me" I whispered.
" You what? " They all yelled in unison.
Well, everyone apart from Jace. Weird. Before I knew what was happening, I was pinned up against the wall by, Jay Sean? Makes sense know I think about it, he was always a little more over protective of her in his own little way.
" What the f*ck man! You of all people know never to f*cking hurt her. To think she f*cking trusted a b*stard like you " He yelled.
He continued to yell, but I just blocked him out. I groaned every time he landed a punch in my stomach. I noticed Natasha and Bri going upstairs. Probably to see how she was. My beautiful Angel . . . A wave of realisation hit me. What have I done? I've probably lost the most amazing friend. Ever. And its no ones fault but mine. I shoved Jay Sean aside and stomped out of the house, ignoring all the calls. I need to let out steam. Anyhow. Any place. Anywhere.
I heard someone running towards me.
" Yo man, you kl? " Jace asked me.
" Nah, I need to let some steam out " I replied.
" Come with me I know a place " He said.
Then we walked to a place I thought I would never find myself
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