Bad boy Jesse Black ( Rewrite )

Ride or Die

Lauren's Pov

I kept having that same dream on repeat of Nate shooting Nash I can't get it out of my head. I shot up with sweat dripping and my heart beating rapidly my breathing unsteady " Lauren you okay? " Nate asked placing his hand on my thigh. " No I keep having the dream or should I say nightmare of you shooting Nash anyways we almost home " I replied " not yet we're about twenty minutes away baby " he said. I couldn't help but think what if Nash is dead I'd be an accomplice to his death how could I tell Hayes that his brother is dead because of me " hey stop it " Nate said he could tell that I was still freaked out from earlier " stop what " I asked " over thinking everything's going to be okay I love you " he replied " I love you too " I said to him.

Nate's Pov

Arriving at the house I looked over to Lauren to see she had fallen asleep I quickly got out my side racing to Lauren's carefully waking her up. " Hey baby girl wake up that's us home " I said to Lauren she groggily got up and started to make her way to the front door I'm really worried about her after seeing what happened shits gonna hit the fan big time. I turned around to see Lauren changed into different clothes " where are you going? " I asked " I have to turn myself in Nate , I just seen the news the police are looking for whoever shot him I can't go on knowing that I was involved in his death I owe that to myself " Lauren replied sobbing I ran in front to stop her " Nate please " she said wiping tears away " look Lauren they didn't say if he was dead Nash has clearly talked to them " I replied tugging the ends of my hair " at least let me go to the hospital to see if he's alive " Lauren said " are you outta your mind " she cut me off " enough I've had it up to here with this bullshit drama I'm going to see my ex boyfriend at the hospital and try to persuade him not to send your fucking ass to jail because that's how much I love you Nathan " she said then she was gone.

Meanwhile with Cameron, Shawn and Justin at the hospital

Cameron's Pov

I can't believe Nate shot Nash he's gonna be a fucking dead man I had to calm myself down I could feel the anger rising. " Cam he's awake " Justin yelled I raced in to see my best friend " how you feeling bro " I asked him " a little bit sore but I'll be okay " he replied I smiled knowing Nash was still alive we were all laughing and messing around " so what do you remember before you blacked out " Shawn asked him " the look on Lauren's face she couldn't move Nate dragged her out it was a look of fear of losing me man " Nash replied.

Shawn's Pov

After talking we just sat in Nash's hospital room hanging with each other when we all heard someone busting through the double doors to reception " can I help you " the receptionist asked " uh yeah I'm looking for Hamilton Nash Grier " the girl replied sobbing that voice I know it but how I looked out to see Lauren " no way " I whispered under my breath. " Are you a friend or family member " she asked " a friend please I need to see him " Lauren replied balling her eyes " okay it's room 148 to your right sweetheart " she said " thank you " Lauren replied. " Nash " Lauren spoke tears streaming down her face " I thought I lost you I had no idea that Nate had a gun at all I know I said I wanted to kill you but I didn't mean I literally wanted you dead, you probably hate me right now and I don't blame you if you turn me and Nate into the cops it's okay because I deserve to be punished for what I did one more thing just because we broke up a year or so ago doesn't mean that I don't love you because I do no matter how much you hurt me or how I hurt you I'm gonna go just wanted to make sure your annoying ass was still alive " Lauren replied giving a small smile " goodbye Nash " she lastly said then was gone. " Fuck even after everything she's still by my side " Nash yelled then started to cry " what you going to say to the cops when they come round " I asked trying to change the subject " I don't know but I know that I don't want Lauren in jail shout her back in quick " he replied to me. " Lauren " I yelled she turned around and walked back " yeah " she said " Nash wants to talk to you " I replied " Shawn I've done enough damage " I cut her off " just come in and see what he has to say " I told her " okay " she replied Lauren cautiously walked in I could see she was scared " Shawn said you wanted to talk to me " she said to Nash clearing her throat " yeah I do I'm not gonna tell the cops on one condition you work for the gang one last time and Nate gets to stay alive lastly you'll be staying at my house regarding gang business and if I need you to work longer for me then you will no questions asked " he replied smirking. Lauren sighed knowing she had no choice at this point " okay fine you have yourself a deal and my condition on this is you don't tell me what to do and when unless it involves gang business also I'll be taking half of the profit you make as my cut lastly free weed and the best of blood bags you can find unless you want to find one of your boys throats ripped " she replied smirking back " done anything for you Princess , pretty boy won't be happy about it " Nash said to her " well tough shit Nate will have to be it's the only way we're getting out of this mess " she replied girls got balls I'll give her that she ain't scared of anything.