Bad boy Jesse Black ( Rewrite )

Bad idea

Lauren's Pov
It was about midnight I left Christians place I finally made it home quietly making my way upstairs and into bed what was I thinking I should've never said yes , I heard my door open so I pretended to be asleep I felt the bed sink " what are we going to do with you going back to your old ways naughty girl " Jameson spoke as he left well that was weird anyways I'd thought it'd be best to probably crash out.

Next Morning
Jameson's Pov

I walked into the kitchen to see Lauren pouring coffee " morning coffee " she asked all chirpy I took the cup from her sitting down " can I ask you something " I spoke hesitantly choosing my words carefully " sure " she replied here goes nothing remember be subtle " so who's that guy you were with " I asked leaning against the counter top she furrowed her brows " how the hell did you know who I was with were you following me " she yelled clenching her jaw. Ah shit I've fucked it " why do you think I'm here my job is to keep tabs on you making sure you're not getting into bother " I tried to reason but I think I just added fuel to the fire " listen if I wanted a fucking bodyguard  I'd hire on.. " I cut her off kissing her I pulled back her expression blank she walked off into the living room why didn't I just use the syringe idiot.

Benny's
I know it's been a few weeks since the breakup and I know I made that decision but all I've done is mope around , play video games with Ethan and Rory I miss her terribly " dude get up we're going to be late " Ethan spoke interrupting my thoughts I groaned pulling the covers back over the next minute I felt ice cold water " dude what the fuck " I screamed at him he just smirked walking out after that I got dressed then went to school yay fun can you tell from my lack of enthusiasm of my love for school. As I was walking to class I bumped into someone causing them to fall back I look to see Lauren " sorry I wasn't looking where I was going " I spoke nervously " don't worry about it , um how have you been " she replied awkwardly " truthfully not great I feel like shit " I spoke biting my lip to stop tears forming " meet me in the library after school and we can talk about it " she replied giving me a hug is it weird that I breathed in her perfume ? Yeah probably ! " see you then bye " I spoke the guys looked at me. " She still cares for you " Ethan stated smiling I got all giddy inside like when I met her for the first time " yeah I'm surprised to be honest you know since I broke up with her I thought she'd hate me " I replied having a mini flashback anyways we all went to science which I love I know I'm dorky deal with it few classes more and I'm now at the library patiently waiting for her. I heard the library doors creak open and there she was her skin glowing , hair falling perfectly I'm going off topic , she sat across from me " so what's going on with you " she asked leaning on her hand " I miss you " I blurted out silence fell " I miss you too but you were the one who broke up with me without an explanation " she replied hurt evident in her voice " I was tired of being lied to and the secrecy what did you expect me to do " I replied raising my voice " to talk to me you are or were my boyfriend if you have an issue you talk to me and we solve it together not run away from the problem that's not going to help that'll only make matters worse " she yelled back but louder grabbing her bag and storming out maybe this was a bad idea. I just don't know what to do anymore I love her but I don't want my life in danger twenty-four seven because of who she's associated with , I know you're thinking if you love her fight for her truth is I have no fight left in me I shouldn't have blamed her for it she didn't ask for this life it just happened I walked out of the library my bag hanging off my shoulder I saw Ethan coming my way " so how'd it go " he asked I sighed " I messed up Ethan we argued it was bad she stormed out of the library " I replied wiping my eyes " I'm sorry Benny maybe give her time to think she'll come around it's obvious you both love each other " he spoke " let's hope it's starting to feel like the sparks gone " I replied walking out with him.

Sarah's Pov

I was with Erica in the girls bathroom when I heard someone crying " hey everything okay in there " I asked the door unlocked and out came Lauren with mascara running down her face mixed with tears " what happened " Erica asked " I talked with Benny , I don't think we'll get back together at all I thought if we talked things would work out " she replied choking a sob we sat on the floor with her " that bad huh? , what is wrong with him so what if life's a bit complicated you deal with it " I spoke anger fuelling up inside me. " Guess I'll just have to accept it we're done and there's no going back maybe some retail therapy will cheer me up " Lauren spoke getting off the floor looking in the mirror wiping away the mascara stains fixing herself " you guys coming I've already texted Amy she'll meet us at the mall " I cut her off " you sure you're okay I know how you're feeling right now " I told her rubbing her arm " you do " she replied I swallowed hard " I went through it with Jesse after he bit me I broke up with him after that I saw the real him " I replied she looked surprised " Sarah I had no idea you dated each other or I would've said no to him I'm all about girl code " she spoke " why don't we have a movie day at Amy and I's place skip the rest of school  " she suggested I thought about it eh why not " sounds good Erica you in " I asked " definitely let's go " she replied as the three of us walked out.