Monstrous Love [Shizaya (Sequel to Psychopathic Love)]

Chapter 10: Izaya's Regret

"Stop!" Izaya covers his ears and shakes his head. "I don't want to hear anymore of it!"

For the fast few minutes, I've been telling him all about the embarrassing stuff he did last night when he was on anesthetics.

"Oh," I say, "And I found out why you refuse to get a service dog."

He looks up at me and his face seems paler. He tries to hide it with a laugh. "It's not like it's something you have to find out. I just don't like dogs."

"Then why were you frightened and calling for me to help you when Shinra played a video of a dog?" I mock.

"I fucking hate Shinra!" He whines and slams his face down into the side of the couch.

"Hey, stop that," I tell him and grab his shoulders to pull him towards me. "You're going to hurt yourself."

"I don't care anymore. I'm pretty much dead." He says, hugging me.

"You're not dead. You're just embarrassed," I hug him back.

"If I'm not dead, Shinra's going to be dead," he grumbles.

I flick his arm. "Don't hurt Shinra. You wouldn't be alive if it weren't for him."

"I shouldn't be alive," he mumbles.

I kiss his forehead. "Don't be like that. If you had ended up dying, I'd be lonely. You need to stay alive so I can be happy." I tease him.

"You're a selfish bastard then." He tells me, but kisses my lips to show that he feels the same way about me.

A few seconds pass peacefully like this for a while, but nothing can be peaceful for long when we're together. "By the way," he says, leaning away from me. "I can't have been the only one to have done something stupid. What did you do?"

I laugh. "You're just upset that you were stupid. I didn't do anything."

"You probably did. C'mon. Just tell me. According to what you said I did, I have no right to judge you," he tries to persuade me.

"You will, though." I tell and then regret it.

"Haha!" He points at me and smiles triumphantly. "You just admitted something happened!"

Damnit. "Well, that doens't mean I have to tell you anything. Plus, it was you that did something that embarrassed me, so technically, I didn't do anything."

He frowns. "Then I'll ask Shinra."

"Shinra left almost immediately after he played that video," I tell him.

"Well then, I'll just have to guess it," he smirks.

"Fine. I'll be truthful if you get it right," I tell him. He won't guess it, so I don't have to bother.

"Okay," he thinks. "Did I try to strip for you?"

"Well, you did try to do that, but that's not what I'm thinking about. Plus, wouldn't that embarrass you more than me?"

"No," he says. "Not if you liked it. I'd say I probably have a sexy body that you'd enjoy looking at."

I glare at him. "You're body is not sexy."

"You've told me that it was before~" He smirks.

I continue to glare at him and he laughs. "Anyway, let me think of the next guess." He thinks. "Oh my god, Shizu-chan! You tried to have sex with me while I wasn't aware!"

I scowl at him. "You really think I'd go that far."

He winks at me. "You'd do anything to get with my sexy body."