Here I stand

Good bye pt. 2

"This can't just be goodbye" I told Hunter, my eyes swelling from all the crying. "It wouldn't be, I'll see you in a month of two. Ill come visit you in California and you have to promise me you will come visit me here" Hunter said. "I promise" I spat out. "I know what's best for us, but I don't want to say it. I don't want to make this day any worse then it already is" Hunter cried. "I know what your thinking and maybe it is best for both of us. I mean look at us Hunter. Were 15 years old but I already feel like I have fallen in love with you. I shouldn't feel this hurt about it, but I do" I couldn't bare to get the words out.

"I shouldn't have said anything in the first place. Y/n I don't want to lose you, your my everything" Hunter seemed really upset. "Your my everything too, but that's why I think this is the best thing for both of us. We have to learn how to live without being near each other. This will be the hard, really hard but I think its best thing to do" I whispered because I could barely speak. "Okay, if that's what you want" Hunter said. "That's not what I want, that's what needs to happen. I hope you find a girl that's perfect for you, I promise you will" I smiled up at him. 

"I already did, she's right in front of me. But she's leaving me because she thinks it's what's best for both of us, but truthfully it's just going to make it worse" Hunter gave me a little hug and went back to his family. 

"It's time to go, were going to be late" My dad said as he pulled me by my arm away from the Rowland family. The only thing I could do was slightly glance back at Hunter, and then he disappeared behind a crowd of people. More tears rushed down my face at the realization that I didn't really get to say the words good bye. 

I didn't say anything the whole flight. I had nothing to say, to anyone. Inside I was screaming and crying, but on the outside, I was just a silent little girl. I thought to myself That might be the last time I would ever see Hunter Rowland again