After you have left me
Because of the fact that I am alone
So many nights were spent soundlessly
Today the rain falls again
And my thoughts are soaked
This useless waiting is so burdensome
Because I miss you so much
I can’t open my eyes
Because each moment I’m alive it is tough
I can’t throw out my habits of drawing you
I’m so exhausted I could just fall asleep
I think I can forget you
I try to comfort myself like this
But after trying to get rid of these feelings again and again
My yearning for you is endless
l hated you for leaving me
Can you understand me for hating you for missing you so much?
