Confession [COMPILATION]

Part 23 (Addicted to Love)

"Addicted to Love"

I am a mom of two beautiful children. A boy and a girl.

I am a teenage mom but I never regret of having a kids at this early stage, although I am aware na hindi maganda yon.

Mas maganda parin kasing may tinapos ka at nasa tamang edad bago mag build ng sariling pamilya.

But well, it happened already but I never once acknowledge my children as my failure.

They are beautiful gifts from above.

Yung partner ko?

Nasa rehabilitation center.

He surrendered his self two months ago.

Yes. He's a drug user.

A total drug user.

He use to take drugs, marijuana and cocaine.

He is also known as basagulero, badboy and some of our neighbours use to call him demonyo.

Simula nung maging kami, wala akong narinig na maganda about him.

We are neighbors pero sa school ko sya nakilala at napansin.

At first, I have no intention to take our relationship too seriously but I ended up loving him too much.

Tumagal yung relationship namin until we had our first baby.

So ayun na nga, we lived in their house together with his dad and brothers.

Kasama rin namin yung step mom nya at yung anak nito.

Separated yung parents nya and that's one thing na hindi nya matanggap.

Naghiwalay kasi parents nya when he was high school and he witnessed kung paano unti unting nasira yung family nya.

Habang tumatagal na nakatira kami sa kanila, nakilala at nakita ko kung anong pamilya yung kinagisnan nya and I can say na maswerte ko sa pamilyang kinalakihan ko.

Sa bahay kasi nila, mkikita mo yung kawalan ng harmony.

Walang bonding, walang closure.

He only had a house not a home.

Para bang bawat isa sa kanila may pader na nakaharang.

But the story is not about them it's about us.

As I said, my partner is using illegal drugs and because of that lagi kaming nag aaway.

Bangayan here, bangayan there.

Umaabot pa sa point na nagbubugbugan tlaga kami.

Pero huh! Kahit payat ako di ako nag papatalo.

I always make sure that he will fall under my panty every time na mag aaway kami.

And at the end of the day he will sincerely ask for my forgiveness.

Hihi! Maybe some of you guys iniisip na ang tanga tanga ko for choosing a man like him.

Well, I'm already used to it.

Even my family were against him and so my friends.

Pero wala eh.

Tinamaan ng lintik kaya support nlang.

Sanay narin ako sa mga line na,

"Ano ka ba naman sis. Wala kang future jan. Hiwalayan mo na yan".