Confession [COMPILATION]

Part 8 (Closest)

She's the closest thing to perfection that I know of.

Yes, she has flaws that's why I used the word "Closest", but her flaws makes her seem more perfect in my eyes.

Then there's this guy that she likes, man the guy is an adonis.

He doesn't have muscles and abs but the face that he has......

It makes every man wants to punch him in the face for looking that good.

But it doesn't end in the face alone,

he's also great in everything

he does and has a wonderful personality.

I can't blame any girl who fall for him......

cause I'd also fall for him if I were a girl.

The unfortunate thing is the two of them likes each other.

They are not really close to each other,

they barely talk because of the awkwardness they feel when they are together.

They felt awkward because they knew the feeling between them

is mutual but neither one of them wants to initiate

because they are afraid that they are wrong for thinking that they like each other.

I think that is the only reason why they are still not in relationship with each other.

And because I'm friends with both of them.....

I need to act like I'm happy for them and tease the two of them

because that is what a normal friend should do.

That is the reason why I can really relate to the song

Hasula by Kurt Fick.

There is a part there that goes "kuyug-kuyug pa ko ninyong duha, sungog-sungogon ka. Pa as if na gi kilig apan diai nagsakit..."

Translation "Sina sama sama nyo pa ako, binu bully ka. As if na kinikilig pero nasasaktan ka na pala...."

Yes , it really do hurt a lot. It hurts so bad,

and here I thought it won't because

I already knew and accepted deep in my heart that it is impossible for her to be mine

but still it pains my heart it is like someone is pricking it with a million needles.

But what can I do? I can't even be compared to the guy she likes.

With his face alone I'm already a million steps behind.

I'm not even rich,

I already considered myself as a good for nothing idiot.

Honestly, I don't even see myself worthy of her.

I don't even have the resources and capabilities to give her what she deserves.

When I think about the things that I lack,

it makes me wanna cry but there is nothing

I can do about it except for accepting the sad truth.

Now,

here I sit waiting for this pain and agony

that I feel to disappear and wish that she will end up with the guy

that is worthy of her and that she deserves.
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