I need to put my walls up
Cause they're tumbling to the ground
And it's not even right
The way they don't make a fucking sound
Like a dream with no colour
A nightmare in boxing rounds
Tears that never should have been
Are falling all around
Brick by burning brick
I'll put this back into place
A once magnificent castle
Built back into an empty space
Hummingbird hearts exploding out
And tart lollies gagged in mouths
This wasn't expected nor meant to be
And this pit is too deep- I can't climb out
Sore wounds on my fucking eyes
You're the one I've come to despise
And traitorous hearts and bleeding souls
Turn all your fucking presents to coal
Kitty cat lyrics
Wound about your name
Until your piercing pierced my heart
Right through its biggest vein
Now ice cold poetry
Roars through my head
Reminding me
Why I bled
I'll take your sick brown eyes
And seemingly sweet ways
Build them into the bricks
The ones that'll keep me for the rest of my days
I'll try not to function
To close to the world
Because this sentience is a burden
I can't fucking bear
I'm tired of picking up ashes
Then wondering why they crumble
Apparently
You are what you heal
I'm broken like the broom
That got swung at me by my aunt when I was little
And I can't carry this pain
With a cracked handle on life
