Perfectly fine (Soul Eater Boys X Reader)

That day...

-Your POV-
~dream~

I opened my eyes to a room.
It looked like the one at the nuthouse. I went up to the glass to see that it was dark all around.
I couldn't even see Luke's room. I looked around and found the Murrow I had covered. I looked a year younger. (12)
'This can't be...' I thought.
My door flung open. The doctors were here.
They mumbled a few things and grabbed me.
I tried to get free but they had a tight grip. They put something over my mouth and covered my eyes. Everything started coming back to me.
'This is that day. I don't want this. I don't want to relive this. How did I forget it though...' They put me in the chair and took off the tape and blindfold.

"Hello (Y/n). How are you today?" The main doctor asked.
This is the man that took me away, Dr.Kern.

"Why.. Don't make me do this again" I started to cry.

"We need to do something. You seem to have been improving but I can see in your eyes that you're hiding something." He replied. He went to me and started to tighten the straps.

"I'm not! Just let me go!" I screamed. I didn't even mean to say that.
'What's going on? Why can't I speak? Even weirder is, it seems I don't know what's about to happen. But I do... Don't I?' I couldn't think right. I felt memories falling apart and piecing together.
'I thought I remembered this day not even a minute ago... Now I'm not even sure what my name is..'
I was snapped out of my thoughts when they turned on the chair.
The electricity ran through my body. I held back my screams. The doctors looked confused and turned it higher. I bit my tongue and kept quiet. My brain was being fried and I could taste blood.
I felt myself slipping when they turned it higher.
I finally screamed.

"GET ME OUT! HELP ME! PLEASE STOP IM GONNA DIE!!" I was blurting out pleads but nothing worked.
I heard a snap and everything stopped.
I felt myself change. I knew what happened.
'No... NO!' I thought as I opened my eyes. Thoughts of dissection and voices flooded my head.
They turned back to my old self. My insane self.

They all looked at me as I stared down at the ground. I realized I was out of the chair and I looked up.
I felt a sudden urge to cut each and every one of them open. Before I knew it I was being grabbed by a doctor because I was trying to cut open Dr.Kern.

"She's insane. Hold her down I'll get the medicine. Dr.Coji watch her I'll be back." Dr.Kern said with a hint of fear.
Dr.Coji looked at me with sorrow. I somehow didn't feel like ripping him into two and exploring his insides.
(Weird I know. I'm such a great writer amirite....no? Yeah I didn't think so either... ;|)

"(Y/n)... Please I know you still you. Turn back before Dr.Kern gets back. If you do they'll let you out early." He had pity shown all over his face.
I couldn't help but stare. I didn't feel any emotion except insanity. My head was pounding. I dearly wanted to come back but it was like I had no control.
I finally spoke "I'm so sorry" he looked like he was about to cry.
"BUT I CANT!" I screamed and leaped out the other doctors hands. I ran to the door and busted through it. Before I left I grabbed scalpels and dashed out.
I wanted to dissect.
It felt like I didn't know where I was. Like this side of me never paid attention when it was locked up in my brain.
I ran through a hall and found a section of two rooms.

-Insane you POV-

I didn't know these hallways. I didn't bother to watch as the other me took over.
It got boing ya'know?
I got to a section with two rooms.
There was another door but I didn't care to look in it.
One room was empty. It might of been mine... I don't know.
I heard a sink run but stop and the door opened.
A boy walked out and looked at me.