Why is it that I feel left out? Ever since I was little, I always heard stories from my family about my brother, but never about me. It's like I'm not even there, it's always about my brother, then I get a step sister, and I love her as if she was a real sister, and she gets a lot of attention because she's so smart while I'm just sitting here, feeling dumb and stupid compared to her. I FUCKING HATE BEING COMPARED TO THEM, THEY DON'T REALIZE THE PAIN I'M IN. AM I NOT GOOD ENOUGH? DON'T I DESERVE TO BE RECONIZED? Why do I even bother? I fucking hate myself!!!
