Just the Usual High School Love

Chapter 11

He dragged me around to the back of the school and we stopped running. He still held my hand which made my heart warm.

He walked me back a little further and opened a gate.

Are we leaving the school? I she making me ditch right now? Classes don't start for another 30 minutes so maybe we wont be gone that long. i don't really mind about ditching but I don't know. This feels like really weird to me.

We walk out the gate and he closes it behind him. His grip tightens lightly on my hand and I want to just hug him. Don't ask because I have no idea what is going on with me right now.

I am usually not very into a guy. I used to be but then.... never mind.. I don't want to think about him right now.

When I come back to reality from my thoughts I look up and we are someplace I have never seen.

It's a field, a field full of flowers, not of weeds just flowers everywhere that look like they just grew, these flowers weren't planted at random here, they were born here and they are fresh and they are beautiful.

My breath is taken away. I hear no cars and all I see is blue sky and flowers. I release his hand and put my hands up in the warm air. I spin around slowly taking in the view and then I look back to him.

He smiles at my reaction. "I knew you would love it" he steps closer forcing myself to look up to look at him.

He sits down in the thick flowers and pats the ground next to him, gesturing for me to sit with him. I do as told and we both lay back in the flowers and look at the clouds. Well at least I do. I see out of the corner of my vision he is looking at me and he seems to be fascinated with my every move.

By what he does I can tell that maybe there is a chance he really does like me. He always acts like such a badass around his friends and that he doesn't date and that he just hooks up with girls but I don't think that's the case. There is a sweet, amazing guy behind the scenes of this bad boy jock that makes my heart flutter.

He sits up and leans on his hand and looks down at me. I look over and smile at him "This is so beautiful, where are we? How did you find this place?" I rapidly question him but all he does is silence me by putting his finger on my lip and shaking his head saying for me to just stop talking. He leans down and I don't know if he is about to kiss me but then he goes to my ear and whispers "Shh. Just take it in. Don't question it." and I do exactly what I am told.

He leans back up and I watch the clouds and he watches me. I feel like this should be super awkward but it's not. It's...cute dare I say.

I feel myself aching for him to just lean down and kiss me.

Damn what is wrong with me!?

But then he seems to read my mind... I blink and he leans in, kissing me slowly and our lips seem to form perfectly together.

I heat up inside and I don't know how much more perfect this could be.

But then I think:

Are we dating?

should we date?

Would he want to?

Should I be doing this?

Should I break the kiss? ughh but it feels so good

Should he break the kiss?

Am I even any good?

Does he like it?

Why did he do this, he could get any girl he wants?

I swear in that simple but beautiful kiss, I thought a thousand thoughts that were flying around in my head like little worker bees that get no breaks. But all I could really focus on was his beautiful movements.

He slowly broke the kiss and looked at me with his deep dilated eyes and he smiles. I smile too and he begins to sit up straight and then stand. 

I sit up and he holds his hand out to lift me up off of the ground.

I give him my hand and he pulls me up quickly and I foolishly stumble but he catches me in his....oh my god his arms I am just now noticing. DAMN he is ripped!!!

I stable my self and push my thought to the back of my head. He grabs my hand as we walk back to the front of the school which surprises me.

Once we step inside I feel a thousand desperate girls eyes on me. They are enraged and I know exactly why.

They all wish they were me and they probably all hate me.

I shift into Chad closer and he pulls me close, sensing my fear.

We walk through the school and he stops at my locker with me and stays with me the whole morning until we get to his big buff jock friends.

He drops my hand and steps away from me to go talk to all his guy friends. I am standing with him still but he is distant and I feel my heart sink to the bottom of my stomach.

He looks back at me with a sad face that he tries to keep emotionless "what do you want?" he says and a few of his friends snicker and he fakes a wicked smile.

He slowly walks towards me and whispers in my ear "I am so sorry. They just don't get it. They know I'm into you but they have always never respected if I want to date someone."

My heart leaps right back to where it is supposed to be when he says he wants to date me but then again I am still mad that he doesn't act differently about me with his friends.

"Whatever" I say and roll my eyes. Chad's face drops and I begin to slowly walk away, hoping he will come after me or call after me.

All I hear is one of his friends say "Dude what did you say to her?" and a couple laugh and ask to know.

"Nothing much. Whatever guys she wants me." he says and I can tell he is smugly smiling and laughing with his friends which makes me sick to my stomach and I walk faster to get away from him.

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